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Salam Lebaran 2007

2007-10-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

Kepada semua kengkawan & saudara-mara di Blogger, Eja ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Jika ader salah dan silap ataupun terlanjur kata, harap dapat dimaafkan....maklumlah, saya ni hanya manusia biasa....

Salam Lebaran buat semua.....

p/s : Tak sangka tahun ni, saya dpt puasa "FULL" (jgn marah ye...). Kalau budak2 dah dpt duit raya byk ni....hehehehehe...Tu pasallah agaknya "excited" saya nak beraya tahun ni...sebab sebulan dapat tempuh segala dugaan & rintangan (chey, chey,chey....)
So enjoy sketsa ni ye....jgn pulak ajar budak2 buat kejer ni...tak senonoh oiii...

Letting It Out

2007-10-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

Ketahuan - MATTA

dari awal aku tak pernah
percaya kata-katamu
karena ku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu
terakhir kau bilang padaku
kau takkan pernah selingkuh
tetapi ternyata dirimu
bermain dibelakangku

saat ku melihatmu
kau sedang bermesraan
dengan seorang yang kukenal

wo ow kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
dengan dirinya teman baikku
wo ow kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
dengan dirinya teman baikku

saat ku melihatmu
kau sedang bermesraan
dengan seorang yang kukenal

wo ow kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
dengan dirinya teman baikku
wo ow kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
dengan dirinya teman baikku
tapi tak mengapa aku tak heran
karna dirimu cinta sesaatku
wo ow aku ketahuan pacaran lagi
dengan dirinya teman baikmu

There's a story behind the above lyrics. I dont give a damn but she is the kind of gal not to be respect. I love the songs but after i am told that this song is meaningful & exactly what happened in the past, i try not to listen to the song so much. But sometimes, i cant resist. The song is very nice. But i dont want him to think of the past....Haiz....
What worst, just receive a letter from MOE. After 6 years, why are they looking for him & he did not even gets to see something that suppose to be his own. (nasib baik bulan ramadhan,kalau tak memang dah kena "maki" org2 ni semua...)
I dont noe what to do. Keep to myself but i cant. (dont want to let him noe dat i let it out here....i am STRESS!!! so u people keep to yourself k...)

Put aside all that...Cant be bothered to think...
I have my own set of problem to think & take care of...;(

Syukur Alhamdulilah...if everything goes well, by December, i am shifting to my new house...Not really new but we bought a re-sale flat. My parents & siblings are gonna stay wif me. So juz wait for the updates soon...;)

p/s : Happy Children's Day to all the kids out there....Yg perasan diri tu kids pun bole jugaklah...Bila aku nak ader kids eh?? makin stress ar...

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK - SELAMAT BERPUASA !!!

2007-09-12T17:08:00.000+08:00

To All My Muslim Relatives & Friends (or maybe Foes..who read my blog....hehehehe);

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

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PANDUAN ASAS PUASA DAN SEMBAHYANG SUNAT TARAWIH

-Sebagai panduan utk Ramadhan yg akan tiba-

Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

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PANDUAN ASAS PUASA DAN SEMBAHYANG SUNAT TARAWIH

PUASA

(Petikan dari Kitab Tuntutan Ibadah: Perukunan Ibadah Sepanjang Zaman oleh As-Shaikh Ali b. Abdullah)

Erti Puasa:
Menahan diri dari makan dan minum atau apa-apa jua yang boleh membatalkan puasa,sepanjang hari mulai dari terbit fajar hingga terbenam matahari dalam sebulan bulan Ramadhan.

Perintah wajib puasa turun pada bulan Sya’ban Tahun 2 Hijrah.

Dalil
Perintah wajib puasa : Surah Al-Baqarah Ayat 183:
Bermaksud: Hai orang-orang yang beriman diwajibkan atasmu berpuasa, sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang-orang sebelum kamu, supaya kamu menjadi orang yang bertaqwa

Syarat wajib Puasa:
1) Islam
2) Mukalaf
3) Berkuasa/Mampu untuk berpuasa, tidak uzur
4) Telah melihat anak bulan Ramadhan atau mensabitkan bulan Ramadhan dengan menggenapkan bulan Sya’ban 30 hari.

Syarat Sah Puasa:
1) Beragama Islam sahaja, lelaki, perempuan dan kanak-kanak yang telah mumaiyyiz.
2) Suci dari haid dan nifas.
3) Sempurna akal fikirannya sepanjang hari itu.
4) Bukan pada hari yang tidak sah puasa eg. Hari Raya Puasa, Hari Raya Haji dan Hari Syak (30hb Sya’ban).

Rukun Puasa:
1) Niat, di waktu malam mulai selepas Maghrib sampai sebelum terbit fajar.
2) Meninggalkan semua perkara-perkara yang membatalkan puasa sejak terbitnya fajar sampai terbenamnya matahari.

Perkara-perkara membatalkan Puasa:
Sekiranya
1) Memasukkan benda/sesuatu ke dalam jauh rongga seperti mulut, hidung,
telinga, atau lubang-lubang kemaluan dengan sengaja.
2) Muntah dengan sengaja.
3) Mengeluarkan mani dengan sengaja.
4) Haid atau nifas.
5) Bersetubuh di siang hari (selain membatalkan puasa ia juga ada hukum tersendiri iaitu diwajibkan membayar kifarah).
6) Murtad (keluar dari Islam).
7) Gila (hilang akal).

Pantang-larang puasa:
Iaitu perkara-perkara yang membatalkan pahala puasa, maknanya puasanya sah dari segi hokum fekah tetapi tidak mendapat apa-apa pahala kecuali lapar dan dahaga (puasa yang sia-sia):
1) Berdusta, berbohong.
2) Mengumpat, mengata orang.
3) Membuat sesuatu yang boleh mendatangkan permusuhan.
4) Melihat benda-benda yang mendatangkan keinginan nafsu shahwat.
5) Marah.

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
Bermaksud: “Barangsiapa yang tidak meninggalkan cakap dusta (batil) dan perbuatannya, maka Allah tidak berhajat padanya dalam meninggalkan makan minumnya”. (Hadis Riwayat Muslim)

Satu hadis lain bermaksud: “Bukan dinamakan puasa bila hanya sekadar menahan makan dan minum, tetapi puasa yang sungguh-sungguh itu adalah menahan diri dari percakapan yang tidak ada gunanya dan kata-kata yang keji”.
(Hadis menurut Sahih Muslim)

Sunat-sunat Puasa:
1) Menyegerakan berbuka puasa apabila telah yakin waktu berbuka.
Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
Bermaksud: “Allah berfiman: Hambaku yang lebih Aku cintai adalah mereka yang menyegerakan berbuka”.
2) Makan sahur walaupun sedikit.
Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
Bermaksud: “Makan sahur itu berkat, oleh kerana itu jangan kamu tinggalkan,walau hanya sekadar meneguk seteguk air, kerana Allah merahmati orang-orang yang makan sahur dan malaikat mendoakannya” .
3) Melambatkan makan sahur iaitu lepas daripada tengah malam dan sebelum waktu imsak.
4) Berbuka dengan buah kurma atau benda-benda yang manis.
5) Memperbanyakkan membaca Al-Quran.
6) Memperbanyakkan sedekah.
7) Beriktikaf siang hari dalam masjid.
8) Menghadiri majlis-majlis ilmu.
9) Menyediakan makanan untuk berbuka untuk orang-orang berpuasa.
10) Jangan bersugi setelah tergelincir matahari(masuk waktu zuhor) ke arah barat sehingga terbenamnya matahari kerana boleh memakruhkan puasa.

Golongan Yang Harus (Dibenarkan) Berbuka Puasa:
1) Orang yang di dalam (perjalanan - musafir), tetapi wajib di qadha’.
2) Orang sakit, wajib di qadha’.
3) Ibu yang menyusukan anak, jika takut mudharat bagi dirinya, maka wajib qadha’ dan jika takut mudharat bagi anaknya maka wajib qadha’ dan fidyah.

Bacaan Niat Puasa:
1) Niat puasa Fardhu Ramadhan
“Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari menunaikan Fardhu Ramadhan tahun ini kerana Allah Taala”.

Doa ketika hendak Berbuka Puasa:
“Ya Tuhanku, keranaMu jua aku berpuasa, dan denganMu aku beriman dan di atas rezekiMu aku berbuka dengan belas kasihMu Ya Allah Ya Amat Mengasihi”.

SEMBAHYANG TARAWIH
1. Hukum Sembahyang Tarawih:
a) Hukumnya sunat muakkad (yang sangat dituntut) bagi dikerjakan oleh orang-orang Islam lelaki dan perempuan pada tiap-tiap malam bulanRamadhan samada secara berseorangan atau berjamaah.
b) Sunnat dikerjakan di masjid, surau dan lain-lain tempat sembahyang orang-orang Islam.

2. Waktu Sembahyang Tarawih:
Waktu sembahyang Tarawih ini ialah selepas menunaikan sembahyang Fardhu Isya’.

3. Rakaat Sembahyang Tarawih:
a) Pada umumnya masyarakat Islam di Malaysia mendirikan sembahyang Tarawih ini sebanyak 20 rakaat, tetapi ada juga yang hanya menunaikan sekadar 8 rakaat sahaja.
b) Pada zaman Rasulullah s.a.w. sembahyang Tarawih dikerjakan sebanyak 8 rakaat saja supaya tidak menimbulkan sesuatu keberatan.
c) Pada zaman Khalifah Umar bin Al-Khattab pula beliau menambah lagi menjadikan 20 rakaat kerana beliau berpendapat bahawa orang-orang Islam pada zamannya itu tidak keberatan lagi menunaikan sembahyang sebanyak itu.
d) Sembahyang Terawih hendaklah ditunaikan dua rakaat, pada tiap-tiap satu kali takbiratul-ihram kemudiannya dilakukan lagi sehingga genap rakaat yang dikehendaki.

4 Lafaz Niat Sembahyang Tarawih:
Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Tarawih dua rakaat ma’mum kerana Allah Taala

Rukun Sembahyang Tarawih,
Rukun sembahyang sunat Tarawih ini sama sahaja dengan rukun sembahyang yang lain juga.

SEMBAHYANG WITR
1. Sembahyang Sunat Witr
a) Menurut kebiasaan umum orang-orang Islam di Malaysia menunaikan sembahyang Witr selepas sunat Tarawih ini sebanyak 3 rakaat sahaja.
Sunat Witr ini ditunaikan secara berjamaah.

b) Salam selepas dua rakaat yang pertama.

c) Lafaz niat sembahyang sunat Witr

i- bagi dua rakaat yang pertama:
Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Witr dua rakaat ma’mum kerana Allah Ta’ala.

ii- bagi rakaat yang akhir:
Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Witr satu rakaat ma’mum kerana Allah Ta’ala.

d) Pada malam 16 hingga akhir Ramadhan adalah sunat dibaca [doa] Qunut pada rakaat yang akhir. Lafaz Qunut di sini sama juga dengan lafaz Qunut semmbahyang Subuh. Dan jika tidak membaca Qunut ini adalah disunatkan Sujud Sahwi.

~~Wassalam~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR HUBBY!!!

2007-09-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY, HUBBY!!!!

Happy Birthday To U...

Happy Birthday To Hubby...

Happy Birthday To U....!!!!

May all your dreams come true & happy with me always...

Thanks for the love & care you've given...

InsyaALLAH...everything will goes well....And as planned....
Love you very strong!!!

Luv from your one & only BABY... ;p

p/s: ppssssttt!!! dont ask wat i gave him on his birthday...it is between me & him...
Very precious...& priceless gift....Betul tak darling??? ;p

2nd time viewing....

2007-08-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

Tonite gonna view the favourite house for a 2nd time...
Hopefully,everything will be good & as per our plan...

INSYAALLAH....AMIN !!!

Miss Him !!!

2007-08-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

He is like a brother to me....

Missed his jokes & laughter...

I dont really missed his voice coz i always listen his songs in the radio....he is none other than our "PAPA JAHAT"..ooppssss!!! bukanlah....he is our one & only Adeep ....from The Fabulous Cat....

ADEEP

My family met him at JB...i am not around but when i look at the pix...i really miss him....All the best,bro....taking care ya....

p/s: Luv the song, "RIMAS".....sounds familiar rite??

Mengapa aku yang terluka

Aku yang merana

Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini

Engkau yang meminta

Aku yang sengsara

Rimas rimas Aku rimas

Rumahku Syurgaku

2007-08-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

Been "lazy" all dis while & stop blogging for a while....Alot of things to share but some are better to keep in my heart.Coz...wat's the point of letting it out if people might think i "love" to pourout my problems....But deep in my heart, i wanna share & have all my multipliers frenz to share their opinions with me...But then i do realize...ONLY hepi moments can share here but not the sad ones.So i will share my problems with some peepz in a forum....Which forum??? BIARLAH RAHSIA !!!! hahahahaha

Oh ya....ytd went to view a house somewhere in ....(rahsia lagi...)4A room flat...105 square feet...if i'm not wronglah...when i stand infront of the house..., i am damn shocked. Simply becoz the house is so damn nice...beautiful...If we agree with it, we need not to renovate at all except for air-con to be installed in the 3 rooms...Oh ya, one more is the kitchen toilet....we will change it to toilet bowl....But overall, out of 10, i will give 9.5 for the house...Seriously we fall in love with the house...But this Tues, we gonna view 2 more house...after that,maybe we will decide.
Aniwei,nowadays i very tired...coz of people viewing my parent's house.Each time they come,we have to clean the house. Total of 10 groups of people viewed...InsyaALLAH, the house will have a buyer....
ok for now, i will dream of the very first house i viewed.... ;p Rumahku Syurgaku...wakakakaka...

nowadays, i have more friends but less relatives.....paham2 jer lah ye....But i like it dis way...coz my friends are my relatives too....i dont need "hypocrites" in my life or rather my family's life...;p"kesian dia...tak baik dengar ckp sebelah pihak..." Eh bodoh!!! dengar ckp budak yg penipu OR nak dengarckp org tua dia...?? You mean you can believe all her lies??? Korang punya pasallah...I dont think dat youall deserve to be respect....Bestnyerrr....Hari Raya,takkkan aku pergi rumah2 org hypocrites ni semua....NO WAY...HOZEY !!! Tapi aku bersyukur masih ader family sebelah hubby ku.....Dan family yg sewaktu dengannya...heheehe

p/s : bole tak if pindah rumah tak bilang sedara-mara....?? i'll think abt that !!!

The Results

2007-07-19T09:03:00.000+08:00

Congrats ALIFF!!!

At first i predict, 1st Maiya, 2nd Roslan, 3rd Aliff & 4th Nurun. I choose vocal wise..Tapi hari ni aku kecewa ngan performance dorang.But if base on sms only...Aliff gets the higest vote. BUT, today, they are not up to the expectation...This is the final & they sing like karaoke bawah blk...Mind my words....Tapi lebih baik jadi naib juara dari juara...you noe i noelah...hehehe

Pertandingan ni sememangnya tak sihat.....Alamak...ampun ya....This is my thoughts...

Roslan, he did badly today...his falsetto rabak...Sorry to say but didn't make it lah his falsetto...Nurun,becoz of her sore throat,she cant reached her notes...But in some of the songs, she can sing well...Maiya,she is like "takut-takut" today....dunno y...but maybe nervouslah...I noe her & saw her sing even before Anugerah & i looiikkee her voice......Cuma dia tak semangat langsung malam ni...Aliff, really make this comp like his own concert...He enjoy on stage...yeah he really did...Falsetto superb...can control his voice well...cuma tak bole angzzz the "berbisik".

Terus terang i prefer Maiya's voice....Aliff is my 2nd choice tapi...

I love the "firm" & "terus terang"comments given by Syafinaz to them. Rather than the "amik hati" comments, might as well you let out & tell the truth...Reason?? Simple...let the contestants learn their mistake...AND...the judges follow one another...i mean that they follow one another comments...Dah takde idea ke....???

p/s: Syeik,jaga anak sedara awak tau...jgn sampai jadi "toyboy" seseorang pulak...ooppssss

Looks-alike??

2007-07-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

Norliza & Radhiah

Looks-alike???

Aniwei,on the right is my cuzin,Radhiah...
Baru bertunang 1st July 2007. Selamat Bertunang,Radhiah & Ibrahim. Semoga kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin & hingga ke akhir hayat...InsyaALLAH!!!!

Thanks a million to Bob for the lovely make-up & not forgetting,Rino....Love u guys!!

(Radhiah's photo courtesy of Bob ;p)

p/s: Masih cari persamaan gambar diatas...Pls comment ader persamaan tak?? Ramai org kata sama when Radhiah make-up. Aniwei,sepupukan mestilah sama...hehehehe

Enoughlah....stop making story,can???

2007-06-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

Demi ALLAH yg menjadikan.......
Tak pernah sekalipun aku tak benarkan dia bertemu ngan bapanya sendiri.
I always encourage him. I told him before if he wants to visit his father,go ahead dont wait for me. But now, i receive news dat his father think i did not allow him to visit his own father...
Rubbish lah...Siapalah pandai2 buat cerita. Dah berbuih mulut aku ckp tapi kalau dia sendiri yg takde masa,nak salahkan saper sey...Aku stress tau...Hidup aku tak pernah aman...Ader je cerita "sensasi" org2 ni buat.
Fyi, dia baru abis reservists & came back having high fever for 5 days.
Doctor suspect dengue fever but after observing,he had chest infection.
Ader tak org2 tau ni semua?? Takkan?? Susah senang kita,kita tanggung sendiri. Abis senang2 je org nak tuduh aku....biadab ar kan??

And today, he let go the "big" opportunity dat he wanted so much. Coz, he's thinking of long-term & family. Yes, he think of our life if he's out of job & he had to make the "heart-break" decision. But, who cares,right?? People ONLY noe how to talk but we are the one who gets the consequences.

To the person dat make story to his father, read dis hor.....
I never stop him from visiting anyone. Its all up to him....
And if u think by making story can destroy my happiness,sori...it wont, InsyaALLAH!!!
ALLAH akan melindungi org yg tak bersalah.

p/s: sori guys....i am not angry wif anyone....Just dat i need to let out my steam...
I love everybody but dont push your luck....There's a limit to everything...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....false alarm again...haiya..."doa" for me pls!!! ~~

A boring update...

2007-06-02T15:14:00.000+08:00

Dis few weeks, i felt lousy....very,very,very....lousy to the max....Dont ask me why?? datz the reason why i did not update my blog for a long time although i have alot of stories to share. Nowadays,i've got mixed feelings...ANGRY,SHOCK,SAD,REMORSE,DOUBTFUL,FRUSTRATION & JEALOUS.And i am stress....I dont feel it but it is stress....Even the doctor confirm dat i am stress...Over wat??? Not sure...Stress..not good for me or everyone else...I have to take it slowly...one at a time...Guys,dont get me wrong...coz wat i am facing here is an overall situation & not focus mainly on my marriage life.So,dont think dat me & hubby is having a problem...**semoga jauhkanlah**Right now,at the point i am writing,i am happy wif my hubby & our marriage...He noes how to take care of me & very loving too....hehehehehe. Dis few weeks,i've tried to do some soul searching....Well,actually,i dont noe how to put in words....Difficult to describe....I juz want to lead a simple life & be happy but watever happened,i accept wif open arms.Meaning, "REDHA ATAS APER YG TERJADI". Its a test for me...to see if i will be able to cope wif my life. Will i be able to cope??? Dat is the question now...If i able to cope, i dont think i'm stress.I feel like shouting...but i cant....I feel like sharing the problems...but i trust no one....yeah no one,not even myself...I feel like ignore & act nothing happen...but i'm not like SOME PEOPLE,ENJOY FIRST & THINK/PLAN FOR WHEN NECESSARY.I feel like telling them off(wif all the vulgar words...)....but i dont want them to think dat i am "KURANG AJAR".But so wat if i am "KURANG AJAR"??? I will not respect them till they really understand wat is the meaning of respect...they are not worth to be respect....But dis is only some parts of my feelings...The other parts were the ones dat is very,very difficult to let out....**haiz**But still, i thank GOD for the love & attention i've get from my family,friends & especially hubby.They are my pillars of strength & becoz of them,i am still alive & kicking...hahahahaa.
Enuff said...too emotional is no good too....coz,it sounds so STRESSFUL...

BERNIKAH TANPA RESTU ORG TUA & DISOKONG OLEH SEDARA-MARA,APER PETANDA TU??ADAKAH IA MASUK DEK AKAL?? SEBAGAI SEDARA-MARA YG LEBIH DEWASA DAN MATANG,TIDAKKAH TANGGUNGJAWAB MENASIHATI LEBIH MULIA DARIPADA MASUK CAMPUR HAL-HAL TERTENTU??? TANGGUNGJAWAB ORG TUA KITA ADALAH UNTUK MENGAJAR DAN MEMBENTUK KITA.TETAPI KALAU SEDARA-MARA DAH MASUK CAMPUR,TERUKLAH....DORANG TAKDE ANAK2 SENDIRI ke??HAI MANUSIA LEBIH SUKA JAGA TEPI KAIN ORG DARI FAMILY SENDIRI. TUTUP HAL SENDIRI TAPI HEBOH HAL ORG LAIN.MUNGKIN DORANG LEBIH SUKA MELIHAT KELUARGA ORG LAIN PORAK PERANDA. TETAPI TAKPE ADER HIKMAH DISEBALIKNYA.YG DERHAKA & TAK MENGAKU KELUARGA AKAN DIHUKUM SEADILNYA....TAPI BAGAIMANA SEDARA-MARA YG SOKONG 100%??

Dunno why i blabber dis out but....THEY ARE REALLY TOO MUCH!!!Dont u think so???

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...very,very hepi....awww~~

Mother's Day?? NO celebration...

2007-05-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

13th May 2006,Sunday

Happy Mother's Day to all Umi,Mama,Ibu,Bonda,Mami,Mum,etc....
Especially to my Umi,Latifah Fadlan..
Hope she is happy wif us & enjoy every moment wif her loved ones.
No words can describe abt her love towards us(her children of course...)
No matter wat people think of you,you are still our mum & we will always love you...

Too bad,she's not in Singapore to celebrate Mother's Day.
She's wif Daddy in KL. She's enjoying,aite...
But its ok,other day also can celebrate wif her....
Maybe,my birthday cum Mother's Day celebrations...why not ya...

So,mum's not cooking,i did lah...heheehehe
Nothing special for breakfast juz Mee Goreng & Japanese Chicken Seeweed.
But only at 12plus in the afternoon we ate...hehehehe

Mee Goreng

Japanese Chicken Seaweed

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Well,today(14th May 2007),Daddy's new car "WISH 7-seater" is out....

So now,all of us can fit in one car. Will upload the pix soon...

Dats all for now. Sleepy & need some rest. Still not well but have to go to werk.

Mid-month,remember??? Deadlines wat else,huh.....

Will blog again soon...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....aku bukan bosan tapi entahlah tak tau aper tak kena....~~

Farewell,Movie & Opinion....mix rojak!!!

2007-05-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

Me wif my rojak entries...

5th May 2007, Saturday

Went to Changi Airport to bid farewell to Bro Indra. Off he went to Germany for a week...
Hope he's doing well there & take care bro....
Will meet up wif u after u return to S'pore...;p

Pix taken from Lil' Sis W880i...

After that,me & hubby went to Tampines Mall to watch Spiderman 3.

Midnite show of course....

Great movie wif great sound effects...not bad huh if spiderman wore black suit....hmmmm
But yalah black always look wicked for some people but hey
BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL..

By the way,something to ask to all my families,relatives,friends & fellow bloggers....
Need some opinions on this...
Will you help a friend if (after helping),u will end up in trouble??
Like using your name & your reputations...
Make others look bad on u....
Will you??? Is that person still consider a friend indeed??
Thanks to those who willing to spend sometimes to read dis....
Very grateful....

Today will juz rest at home...Hubby's werking tonite....
But tomorrow me & hubby will be on leave..
Hubby have to go for his IPPT b4 going for reservists dis coming June...;p

Will blog again....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....will not let out the whole situation...in case...~~

Happy Labour Day

2007-05-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

To All workers who are still working...hehehehe....

HAPPY LABOUR DAY !!!!!

Btw,saper2 tgk ANUGERAH 2007???
Me nak tau je,yg masuk semua yg betul2 talented or tangkap muat je...
Me?? sorilah...baru balik...missed it...
Kalau baik hati sharelah ye...**winkz**
Aniwei,congrats to you all yg dpt masuk ye...;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...jgn riak,balasannya mungkin bukan sekarang tapi di akhirat...~~

Friend...why??

2007-04-30T09:20:00.000+08:00

I need a friend??? Yes?? No?? I,myself confuse...very confuse indeed.
At certain stage,i told myself dat although i am married,i will not forget my GF.
But if i noe,this is wat i get,i rather stay away from her....I am so stupid to think she is very reliable. Backstabbed??? We can put it dat way....Not only once but i've got it several times. And i think, NOW, i feel dat i am really lousy...Why i didn't remember the saying, "ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY"??? If i remember dat,i wont be as confuse as i am now. And why must i think abt all this tiny,weeny things??? Why must i feel offended?? Heck carelah...Seriously,there are certain things which are more important than this...Sorry,friend...i've enuff of your attitude.
Life have to go on...

Oh btw, i've bought a new handphone...hehehehe
Trying to be a lady now & use a "flip" hp. Still in love with "SONY ERICSSON".
I bought the z610i...check it out....;p
No,i dont follow the trend....whenever a new hp "pops" out, buy it...I rather have it later or when i feel like using dat model....So,i will follow my mood rather than the trend...hehehehe

Today is Monday...tomorrow is a holiday...duh...
No mood to werk....;p
But still...no complaints yah...Good to have a stable job....**winkz**

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....hey dont be too hepi ya...dont think you've won the battle...its only the beginning to an endless war....~~

Rahsia...Secrets....I hate dat !!!

2007-04-24T16:43:00.000+08:00

Today, 24th April 2007, marked my 2nd month of marriage....Eh babe,only 2nd month....why the big huuuu haaa....You still got a long way to go...Pelan-pelan kayuhlah ye....BUT...i dont care wat others may think. For me,i've entered a different world now & a different task to do or achieve. So far, i am happy & SYUKUR for everything. At least, i have someone to share my problems or happiness together. Semoga jodoh kami berpanjangan dan dikurniakan zuriat yg soleh/solehah...InsyaALLAH...Amin...

I am happy...yes,i swear i am....But at the same time i am sad with people around me...not my hubby ya...WHY must there be secrets???Kenapa terlalu berahsia ngan aku???Am i not part of you....??? Ya i am married but doesn't mean dat i dont bother things around me....
But still...i dont blame anyone...i dont hold grudges....

I love to share my secrets/rahsia wif my beloved ones....But sometimes i've got the feeling dat it is unnecessary to do dat...coz no one appreciate me....Maybe i am too sensitive...but tell me,i am only a human wif feelings & sympathy wif people so is it wrong to be sensitive....???
After i married,i learnt not to think negative....POSITIVE is the best choice for a married person. Do not think negative...or you end up wif problems,problems & more PROBLEMS...

" PENGALAMAN TELAH MENDEWASAKAN DAN MEMATANGKAN FIKIRAN "

Sounds like a lyric to a song,right??? ya true but dis line really makes me realise...
I learnt from my mistake....Aku jatuh dan perlahan-lahan bangun,kuatkan semangat lalu teruskan perjuangan....
uuhhh!!! i am getting emotional...am i?

Whatever happen,i still have my family (both hubby's & mine) & my beloved hubby....
I cherish every moment wif them...i really do....

Biarlah mereka nak berahsia ngan aku...lambat laun,aku tau jugak...
Biarlah mereka nak buat sesuatu tanpa aku....mungkin ader hikmahnya....
Biarlah apape pun....lama-lama aku "season" jugak....
Dengan cara begini,aku anggap ia satu dugaan dariNYA...

ok dats all for today....oh ya today i'm on E-leave....stress nak rest je kat rumah....
going back to werk tomorrow....Baju kejer both hubby & mine semua dah gosok....
Now waiting for hubby to come back from werk...
oooppppsss!!!! today my mum dah masak....so lucky me still living under one roof ngan parents...if not...hah..masaklah sendiri...hehehehe
Thanks Umi...luv u....
oh btw,sori ya...the entry today abit "rojak"....Malay + English....faham jelah ye....
agak tak faham tak payah baca....**winkz**

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....tak sabar nak makan Swensen dis Friday wif my colleagues...~~

I'm back....

2007-04-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

Abt 1 mth plus i did not update anything. Like after dat incident,i am too lazy too blog or i think i dont noe wat to blog abt...Will not put in details but summarize it...

23rd March 2007
Went to TP to watch Lil'Sis performance; PENTAS : JANJI

24th March 2007
BBQ Pit @ Pasir Ris Park celebrating Lil' Sis 20th Birthday.

On the 31st March & 7th April (both Saturdays), hubby had his audition for Anugerah.
Guess wat?? No need to guesslah....so sakit hati....He manage to go through & qualified for the next round. But the comments for the 2nd Audition was so irrelevant & he was not qualified for the next round. We dont hard-up for it but there's alot more people who is married & even have children...so dont make dat as a reason to "kick" him out from the comp. Alot of people said & saw that "HAMLAUSSS" in the room wif the judges....Tell u not surprise if he is the "dalang" behind this....

ok enuff abt dat....

14th April 2007
When East Coast chalet with parents,hubby & lil' Sis....(well,i dont wanna elaborate more abt this...)

21st April 2007
Hubby's showcase at TKC. He sang 2 songs & thanks to the fans who appreciate his talents.
So,saper ckp dah kahwin kurang peminat???? People will go for talent not status....GET A LIFE!!!!

22nd April 2007
I HATE DIS DATE !!!!! (no memories at all...just dat Sunday...something happen...and i just HATE it !!)

Dats all for the past 1mth plus...i noe boring but i dont care...hehehehehe
Will try to update everyday or once in a week....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....it seems dat people loves to keep things from me...i'm loving it..~~

Kawan jenis aper dia tu...???

2007-03-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

17th March 2007

Hari ini adik angkat nun jauh di Penang menyambut hari lahirnya yg ke 25 tahun.
Happy Birthday Mohd Isa Bin Kadir Mohd....
Semoga panjang umur murah rezeki...
Dan berbahagia disamping keluarga & si dia yg tersayang...

Today,hubby's company dinner & dance...
Thanks to my buddy,Rino...He makes me look like a doll...heheheehe
I looiikkeee !!!!
But he finished werk at 5.30pm so he had to rush all the way from Ayer Rajah to BRV...
Kesian dia....
So we reached the hotel at 8pm...
Although we did not win best dress but hey...i think we deserve to win...
But then its ok....Gaya mau lebih pe...heheehehe
But hubby did get something....under his sit,he found an envelope.
He won "BREAKFAST MAKER".
He will collect it on Monday.

After DnD,we supposed to go to St James @ VivoCity but i told hubby,since morning,i dont feel like going...50-50 to go....But he says he promise his friend but look dis friend of him ever "bastard" him...so i dont want to teach hubby to get back to his friend but we can say it in a nicer way. I rather go Woodstock to catch Kumpulan Wings or karaoke at Ming Arcade.
After saying goodbye to each other we proceed. This is when the "tragedy" begin.
Wow sound so tragic...hahahahaha

First of all,let me ask all my fellow bloggers,friends & relatives a question....
If you are driving,there's a zebra crossing,what will you as a driver do???
Sorry,i am not TP but some idiotic driver dunno what to do....
Whatever your answer is,i am sure,it will be the same as mine.
Driver shld stop the car & let pedestrian cross....am i right??
But then,dis particular car...& the driver is my hubby's friend whom he promise to go to St James,do not stop the car & knock me....(really knock leh...now my leg blue-black hor...)
And i hold on to his car coz i want to prevent myself from falling.
So i admit my mouth "celupar"...coz i was in shocked...I maki him "fcuk".
He juz drove off. Hubby call him & ask in a nicer way why he did dat...
Want to noe what his reply???
"APASAL? NAK GUA PATAH BALIK KAPA??"
Tone tinggi babe....Eh...aku baru mendirikan rumahtangga,3 weeks to be exact & kau langgar aku...nasib baik aku takde apape...
And he did patah balik...Keluar kereta step gangsta,he shouted at us....
Kurang ajarkan tu....dah salah,ader hati nak marah-marah
Pakcik-pakcik at the main road said,"JGN LAYAN,DIA DAH SENGET".
Rupanya,punca dia tak happy coz my hubby "bastard" dia tak jadi ikut gi St James...
And he noes i am the one who die-die dont wanna go so he vent the anger on me....
And the problem now,he said,he & my hubby's problem settled. Now,he is not happy wif me coz i "maki" him...
Think in a logic way,will i "f" him if he did not do anything??
I am not so stupid or mentally retarded to scold people for nothing....
If i report to the police, he surely "kena". But i wont do dat coz i think abt my hubby.
They are colleague. Everyday they meet.
Now everyone is still not satisfied with him. Coz he still think he is not at fault...
He can tell my hubby to teach me. "LU AJAR BINI LU"...
Hallo....look who's talking...u want my hubby to teach me,so u think u teach ur wife well lah eh...
Ok nevermind,i dont want to list down ur bad points here....
That is your problem...I dont wanna interfere & i hope hubby will not too.
What i am not happy is,he want me apologised to him....
Who shld apologised first?? Me or him???
Of course him....he "langgar" me & i "maki" him and now expect me to apologise...
I shld report straight away...Hubby trying to be hunble & tone down his voice....tapi member pekik-pekik sey...konon dia tak salah...
Fikirkan hubby nak kejer,aku tak banyak songeh....If not.....**u noe i noelah eh**
Kau langgar aku,kaki aku blue-black....aku maki kau,aper impact kau??? Senang ckp...dia memang takde cara...
Biol punya jantan....Eeeeeeeee geram ar ngan dia...

Daddy urut my leg in case anything happened.
Now,my leg ok cuma berdenyut...turun tangga rasa bisa sikit...
I wanna forget abt him & kalau bole tak nak hubby rapat sanagt ngan dia...
Dia bole dibuat kawan TAPI bukan sahabat...
Aku takkan balas apape...Kau akan terima balasan dariNYA....

Thanks to bro Jojet,kak lily & Alin(hubby's niece).
They are the witness & sabarkan kita dari make matter worse...
Appreciate so much...Love u guys....

18th March 2007

Went to CCK,Pasir Ris & Tampines.....for "sembah-sembah" thingy..
Next Sunday,ader lagi 3 or 4 houses to go....
Tiring but cannot sey anything. Pengantin...ikut je adat...heheehehehe

Ok will stop here...but will be back soon with "juicy" story i hope...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...masih tak puas hati ngan JANTAN tu....~~

Tatoo Artcle taken from AM..

2007-03-15T09:08:00.000+08:00

Get this from AM blog...
Feels like sharing with all my friends...
What do you think? Have we ever thought abt it??
NO,i am fine with people with tatoos...I can get along with them & i am not choosy in making friends....
It just that after reading this article in AM,i feel like blogging & ask some opinions....
So,all are welcome to comment on this matter.... ;p

"PERNAH TAK KITER TERFIKIR , NKAH SAH DAN TAK SAH..??
MEH BACA..
Ramai kawan-kawan kiter ade TATOO dan lelaki bertindik...Zaman skarang berfikiran singkat..takes too simple in Religion dgn cakap, "alah, da buat, nak ilangkan, seksaan kulit lagik..da 2 da dosanya tu, taubat je ok"..
Excuse me, tau ke makna taubat?..pernah alami ke?? ..aku tak pernah..5 waktu pon aku tak lepas..tau buat tapi tak lakukan..ish..
TATOO- nikah tak sah, seumur hidop sebumbung maksiat, tak layak dinamakan SUAMI ISTERI dipandangan ALLAH kiter sendiri, every single seconds dosa selama kiter bersama..anak kiter ade la anak luar nikah sama skali dgn org yg dah terlanjur..ish..takot boboy..heheh...Ini melibatkan reski dah harian hidop kiter di masa akan datang..sementara waktu je kiter rasa bahagia,senang..Ini baru seksaan dunia..lom lagik ckp seksaan di akhirat...ADOII...lom lagik dosa2 yg lain lagik..
Lelaki tindik- pon tak sah...
So nak ilangkan tatoo , gunakan laser kalau tak mau kulit cacat..TECHNOLOGY da canggih dan semakin canggih..kulit naturally normal..tak nampak kesan langsung when it heals no matter how big ur tatoo is..yg tindik plak..alah bukak je..lama2 ia tutup...settle pon.....
aku da hapuskan dua-dua tu...yg dosa lain..insyallah pelan-pelan aku lakukan atas usaha diri sendiri..mau tak mau je jek!!..
meh kiter semua renungkan dan fikir..jgn kerna cinta kononya la tu..ARAHAN ALLAH kiter lupa,paitao atau siam..sikit mau ingat jugak beb..mati lom tau lagik biler..
MARI KITER SAMA2 RENUNGKAN DAN BERFIKIR... "

**AM = Anak Melayu**

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...a friend in need is a friend indeed..~~~

A new phone for PENGANTIN...

2007-03-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

New handphone for pengantin?? Well,dats not wise thing to do...
Now dat we're married,we need to have some savings for our future.
But then,we end up "showering" ourselves wif new hp....

So,presenting W850i (but mine in white...must take care properly oredi..)

And hubby's forever favourite W810i...(now is black colour oredi...)

ok i think some of u cant catch the ball...as to why we have the new handphone...

Here the story goes;

On my wedding day,25th Feb 2007 @ 5pm,hubby lost his hp....It was wif his bestman but he said he left it in my bro's room...So,it is an occassion & alot of people going in & out of the room. We cant accussed anyone...SO,it means takde rezeki wif the W810i golden white...

SESAPER YG AMIK HP TU....TAKKAN SELAMAT.... doa pengantin tgh "hot"...hehehe

Aniwei,wat goes around comes around.....

Me & hubby use one hp which is my k800i. I need to get one hp for myself.

So,we decided to sell off k800i & bought w810i black & w850i white...

Dont wanna reveal the price but then can check it outlah how much ar...

So dats the short storylah...

So now, start saving again.....;(

p/s: Hepi Birthday to my cuzins; Yati (5th March),Hazrul (5th March) & Yani (7th March)

Coming is my lil'sis birthday....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....insyaALLAH duit bole cari...yg penting HAPPY...~~~

No Words Can Describe...

2007-02-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

This entry i dedicate to all my beloved relatives,friends and of course my families(both mine & hubby's).

Thank u so much for your effort to make my wedding to turn out to be a memorable one.

No words can describe....I am grateful to each & everyone of you...

Thanks for coming to my wedding....(kalau ader kekurangan,maafkan jelah ye)

On behalf of my family, thanks a million....

Special thanks to my cuzin Yati from Red Herring(for her lovely henna), Anis from Innovazione(for her unique gubahan) & Nani from Minicupcakes(for her delicious cupcakes).

Guess wat??? My wedding cupcakes were "grabbed" b4 i touch it.....bestkan...hehehe but its oklah...still enuff... Yati enjoy tak cupcakes tu.....Nabil makan tak??? 0r mummy dia makankan?? ;p

Aniwei, pix will be up soon...check out my multiply...kalau tak sabar...look at my lil' sis(brutalfairy),nieces(liz qistina..not sure if Alinawati will upload but sure will...) & cuzin(Yati Red Herring) multiply... Mine...have to wait for my Juru Kamera sent to me...hehehehee (mcmlah glamour sgt eh...nak tgk,tgklah...tak sudi,jgn jengok pun...)

p/s: Wiwit thanks eh sudi datang...me tak sempat nak amik pix wif u kan??...tapi nasib baik dapat jumpa...Thanks so much dear!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....hepi wif everything...~~

Cute baby...Nur Zulaikha

2007-02-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

She brightens up our days...
The house "riuh" wif her around....
Miss her now that she went back but after my big day,i'm gonna take her out.
Everybody here miss u,chicha....!!!

A very "basi" update...

2007-02-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru - 4th Feb 2007

Shafik & Hartini

Semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...(hingga ke anak cucu tak cukup,babe!!! ;p)

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...7 days...lets count down...~~

Ular kepala 2....rabak siak!!

2007-02-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

I cant believe it at first but i saw it wif my own eyes.
Thanks eh!!!!No wonderlah people say dont trust people easily.
If i noe dis will happen, i shld avoid u.Yeah u...who else??

Last nite,i juz had a small conversation wif umi & lil' sis abt these people.
Not mengumpat but its facts abt some hypocrites.
* KUASA TUHAN *Today i found out they are more than hypocrites.
Can also call "ular kepala dua" OR " musuh dlm selimut".
So better if my family stay away from dis kind of people. Sori to say,u all are not fit to be my family's friends.
Get a life,man!!!! Not hard up for dis kind of friends.

Forget abt them !!!

Dis week is my last week of werk.Hehehehe....
After dis week,i'm gonna have 2 weeks(maybe extend...hahaha) holidays...
So now wanna get back to werk....yesh....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...love my family & who dare to play us out,watch out....~~

Its 0ver !!!

2007-02-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah the course's over & we got the cert. Mcm nak laminate but daddy said wait first till after everything settle then its up to us wat we wanna do with it.I noe some of u all wonder why now,we go for the course,not earlier.I can give 1001 reasons.But all dat doesn't matter....Right now,juz counting down the no. of days left & i will be officially someone "MRS" ;p .
Pray hard for a smooth feast & a memorable one. InsyaALLAH!!!!

P/S : Hepi Birthday to my long-lost fren,Azizah.....hope to meet u on dat day....miss ya...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...still love them so much...the bond will never change...~~

Weak Saturday

2007-02-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Not well stay at home all the way. Juz not enuff sleep. Tomorrow will be my 2nd day & last day of the course. Gonna get the cert. Hopefully,everything turns out well. But still, "KITA MERANCANG TUHAN YG MENENTUKAN". Must remember dat always....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...love them to the core...~~~

Those were the days...

2007-02-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Been doing a lot of cleaning & clearing old stuffs.
Throw unwanted things. But i found something dat i dont want to throw.
NEVER !!!

Look wat i found???

From left to right ; Herniewati,Marina (Oshin's mummy),Nurul (or Bobo), Rina & myself...

An "old" article in BH. So young & innocence....hehehehe
I think at dat time i am 13 yrs old...wow!!! 27 yrs ago to be exact.
That was the time when i am still active with Sriwana.
Yes...my passion for acting,singing & especially dancing that brought me to TAPAC when i was 9yrs old. Starting from bengkel kanak-kanak, then to bengkel remaja. But after Sec 3, i stop everything. Concentrate my dancing in school only.
Haiz...those were the days....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....love my him as much as i love my family...~~

"COACH" plsssssss!!!!

2007-02-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

Anyone want to buy for me dis???
Hahahaha...fat hope ar....
its okay i will buy myself....

New Coach Soho Metallic Leather Wristlet

New Karissa Espadrille

New Ireland Espadrille

Have been eyeing for dis quite sometimes & how i wish i can buy things without considering it for so long. But then,i still think dat some stuff need to wait till after everything's over. And some of my mission impossible must achieve.

But hor, i can wait but more things i want....terok ar me.... ;p

But its ok, ader rezeki,aderlah......time will tell...

Who am i to decide? Kita merancang TUHAN menentukan.....

For the time being,juz enjoy & look at the pix everyday...hahahaha

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...am i suppose to get the blame each day?? ...~~

Sensitive in me!!!

2007-02-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Guess,i've still got "sensitive" in me..**haiz**

Next week,will get my cert & 20 days to my "big" day....
Counting down....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...think positive,baby..~~

My Confession.... :-(

2007-02-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Why left me out? Am i not suppose to noe anything?
Angry?? Why must i? I feel happy when i knew it.
Coz i noe i cant do it now. Alot of commitments to do now.
But still...why i am the last person to noe??
And lie to me abt certain things...
How could u all do dis to me??
Surprise?? Yeah surprised indeed!!! Very surprise till i dont feel any sense of belonging.
Dat bad? Ya,worst still.....
I am sensitive...and easily hurt...dats why....

Thanks for doing dis to me....No grudges against anyone...
Juz wish all the best & i will pray for you.
i am happy for u... from the bottom of my heart...

p/s: i cant believe dis happen to me...a place where once i feel secure, now i dont feel it.
pls take me far away from all dis...
I cant take it...seriously...i cant... ;(

-AWIEJA-

~~hutbaybie...it happened so fast....~~

2007-01-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

Wanted so much to share things & update the blog but i am juz too tired & weak.
But still, i go to werk. No choice...long story...will share soon,k...

Dis morning,went to ROMM for interviewing session.
Daddy,myself & Darling took time off. Only for half an hour & we proceed to werk.
At last,settled!!!

Now,one last mission to accomplish...soon it will....InsyaALLAH!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...worried abt everything...~~

Congrats Singapore Team!!!

2007-01-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Congrats to the Singapore Team....
To the finals....of course!!

Damn tired body aching,not enuff sleep but mind u i'm still on medication.
But alot of things to settle, till now not 100% clear & tomorrow,going out wif my youngest sis & cuzin...
Promise made so... must do it.
Hope i feel alot more better when i wake up tomorrow...

Good nite...

-AWIEJA-

Trust is my 0nly PROBLEM !!!

2007-01-11T09:00:00.000+08:00

Today i read in the Malay newspaper abt a couple who celebrates 51st anniversaries. My parents celebrates 31st year ytd. Can they "tahan" till 20 yrs more?
InsyaALLAH.....
Berkat doa semua...dan juga jika kesihatan mengizinkan.
I am really proud of those couples who can maintain their relationships.
Maybe patience,trust,give & take is the foundation to maintain in one relationships.

Let see ar...myself,talking abt patience...ALHAMDULILAH,pengalaman mendewasakan kematangan fikiran & minda...So dis is the "new" EJA not the "gembeng" you all use to noe...
ceybah aku....feeling sendiri...hehehehe. Give & take,yeap i practice dat since my first love but always kena bastard....hehehehe. But den to think back huh, ni semua balasan dari TUHAN yg MAHA MENGETAHUI. Aku redha dan terima hakikatnya walaupun org nampak aku "frust" giler bila putus cinta...tapi dat is me lah....kalau dah syg,syg sangat but now,no more....
I dont want to love someone so much...but hey dat does not mean i dont love my Darling.
I love him, deep-deep lah....hahahaha
Now my problem is TRUST. Not dat i dont trust him,i do but not 100%. Sometimes oso i dont trust myself....mcm maner criter tu....heheehe...
But i noe myself very well....which no one noes even my dearest family...**winkz**

-AWIEJA-

~~ hurtbaybie...i dont care who u are,wat u do & wat u say....AS LONG AS U LOVE ME..~~

Hepi 31st Anniversary to Umi & Daddy !!!!

2007-01-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

31 yrs ago they got married & ALHAMDULILAH,their married last till now.
Although there's ups & downs in life,but they manage to pull through.
And at times,we as children gave them alot of problems...but still as a parents they cant bear to leave us alone & face the music. They will try to help as much as they could & dont mind what other people think.

"Kasih mereka tidak berbelah bagi....." but sometimes,we think that they are bias towards us.
Actually,they love all their children as much as we love them.
Yeap, admit at times i maybe rude but after that,no one noes how i felt. Kecik hati,yes of course i feel dat way but i never take it to heart. Next day,i will be alrite.
(Bukan mcm "dektu", kononnya tak pernah kurang ajar ngan org tua tapi apa selama ni dia buat baik ar???
Relek suar!!! At least aku ader jugak mintak maaf ngan parents. "Dektu" Hari Raya pun tak jenguk org tua yg masih hidup,mintak ampun & maaf jauh sekali...Biasalah dah buat salah...tau malulah tu...hehehehe)
Alamak....i dont want to run away from my purpose of writing today. Dont want becoz of one 'morons' spoil my mood of blogging.

Watever it is,i wish both my parents be hepi & healthy. Dont think too much....
Enjoy yourselves & heck care watever people wanna say. They are just plain jealous & cannot see other people hepi.
Org nak ckp kita org kaya.....ALHAMDULILAH....berkat doa dorang jugak yg suka MENGUMPAT. As long as our family hepi,dont give a damn to those people.

Once again,hepi anniversaries to my beloved parents.

InsyaALLAH,i will love to have my marriage last till death do us part. Like my parents' marriage. Not changing partners every now & then....

Ok ytd, a couple viewed my house. Last time there's one couple interested to buy the flat but they wanted it for a lower price. My dad reject coz its a great loss to him...RUGI LIAO!!!
Ytd, the couple looked interested but hopefully, they agree wif the price without asking to lower it. Coz, when my dad first bought it, my house worth more than the market price now. Haiyah!! Dis is life,ma....Always expect the unexpected one. Tomorrow,me gonna view a house. If ok...we wont wait any longer...we'll grab it....

ok gonna get back to werk now....
Will blog again insyaALLAH....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....6 more weeks to go....~~

Dektu!!!!

2007-01-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Aper kelebihan si dektu??
Pada aku taklah hebat sangat biasa je.
Penipu besar aderlah....Tukar2 lelaki,kaki bastard....and kesian ar saper yg jadi partner dia,kena bodoh2.
Your stories,only fool & idiot can believe.
Do not disturb people who are related to me coz they are not a fool or idiot to believe you.
Dream on, LIAR!!!

p/s : by all means PLS PRINT & SHOW IT TO ALL THE FOOL & IDIOT. let them read & i am NOT AFRAID. I am only afraid of ALLAH. Will not respect people who do not have any KEPALA OTAK. Kau cakap perangai buruk,bole berubah...tak berubah pun perangai??? Menjadi-jadi perangai buruk kau aderlah. Aniwei,Stop disturbing us!!! We are happy NOW!!!

Welcome 2007 !!!!

2007-01-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2007 To All AWIEJA's frenz !!!!

Sincerely from us; AWIEJA

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha & Selamat Tahun Baru 2007

2006-12-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

Preparing for the "big" day is not as easy as some may think.
Alot of things to do & time pass very fast.

Last Friday,me & Darling did abit of shopping for our gubahan hantaran.
Bought a few things but will continue wif the shopping on a later date...
Coz after dat,we have photoshoot for ......no,not our wedding photoshoot.
oklah i dont wanna write here coz its a surprise...hehehehe
And it is quite tiring....smile here & there but i love it.

Today,rest at home coz me having migraine & thanks to my "bestfren" for making me very weak....But Alhamdulilah....i can control my mood so far....**winkz**
And i have to forget abt the idea of going to Arab Street today.....
So here i am blogging & celebrating eve of Hari Raya Haji @ home... ;(

Soon, we will leave 2006 & left all the good or bad memories behind.
Well,for me,there's no new year resolution coz it is useless.
But the only thing i want is to have good health for my family & hepi wif them. That's all i hope.

Hohoho...they are back from JB & guess wat??
They bought for me kain lace...best ar ....
Aniwei,pandai dorang pilih colour. Its the same colour as my baju for sanding....
Baru lawa kalau family photo...heheheh

ok gonna stop here if not i will "let the cat out of the bag"...
tapi dun wori,i'm not Siti Nurhaliza..Biarlah Rahsia....
I am Ismaliza...Tiada Rahsia Langsung...hahahaha
Nilah gara2 sakit kepala & perut...combine into one. Dah tak betul sikit...merepek je
Org boyan ckp "anyacam" hehehehe

To all my Muslim frenz...Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!!!
And to everybody...Happy New Year!!!! Welcome 2007 !!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....masa berlalu,tanpaku menyedari...~~~

2 mths more...

2006-12-26T09:08:00.000+08:00

What shld i start with?
Yeap me not been blogging for the past 2 weeks.
One of the reason for not doing so; LAZY. hehehehe
And also some things dat need to be done & clear.
Especially,my bedroom. Now,full of boxes.
No....me not moving out yet.
But my new bedroom set will arrive in exactly a month.
And the room need some "touching up".
The so-called built-in wardrobe will be gone by next week.
Meaning,small renovation is needed for my room....
So alot of packings & throwing away unwanted stuff to do by end of yr 2006.
Now, its my room,but in 2 mths time,it will be "his & mine"...**winkz**
There's alot of things to do....cant possibly let my dad do all...
He,himself not so well these few days. Sick & i pity him... :(
And,umi also not feeling well this few days....
Musim ar....Hopefully they will get well soon coz i really need them...
Alamak sedih pulak....nak hari raya korban ni,perasaan makin emo pulak...

Darling is on reservists for 2 wks & will be back to work on 9th Jan 2007.

Alot of holidays dis mth but if anyone ask where is my destinations dis year,
the answer is;
NO HOLIDAYS!!!
Ya i noe dis year is the best year to go holiday wif my family. Why is it best year??
For me to noe & for u to find out.....hehehehehe
Simple reason why we say no,no to holiday dis year.......
Bz preparing for the big day....yea datz why no holiday.
And i need $$$ to spend for my big day.
I am not 100% sponsored k...(in case some people thought i am sponsored from head to toe for my wedding...."HALO,STILL USE MY OWN HARD EARN $$$ TO BUY SOME STUFF. YOU HAVE $$$,meh,if u were sponsor by him?? Bukan ckp besar cuma nak beri KESEDARAN kat ko...kalau tak sedar,tak tau aper cheq nak kato!!!")
So its not easy & i cant spend my $$$ unwisely....
I want to get certain things for myself but i have to hold & will get it after Feb 2007.
Adakah ini satu pengorbanan??? hahahahaha
Kelakar pulak bunyinya....
Watever it is,sure get all i want as long as i got $$$ & still working(working wif SALARY.....ok).

Btw,Hepi Belated Birthday to my Daddy on 18th Dec.....Best Daddy in the world.....
Hope u are hepi wif us(family) all dis year & dont think too much....
U have Umi,Izz,Ainn & Myself...
and of course,ur faithful,son-in-law to be,Awie, who will be by ur side & shares all ur hepiness & sorrows together. What we hope for is u to have a good health.....insyaALLAH!!!!
Also dis belated birthdays' shoutout for Adeq Ani & Bik Siti,both bday falls on 21st Dec.
May they have best bday this year.
Not forgetting my cuzin,Bro Shahrin,Hepi Bday......!!!! His birthday is today....
May u have a wonderful day today & hepi wif ur wifey,Jun & 2 little cutey princesses,Aifa & Annisa...

Oh ya...ytd,went to JB for a short hurray-hurray....
Makan-ing & went Pandan,karaoke-ing...
At Pandan,me & Darling bought adidas long-sleeve t-shirts for ourselves....
(itu je kita mampu beli for now ar...cannot spend alot..hahahaha)

Aper lagi nak update eh??? dahlah ini je yg termampu...
ader byk nak update but certain things i cant be bother to blog coz menyakitkan hati je kalau tulis....i dont want to think abt others coz wat important is my family. They are my strength. Without them, i dont think all is possible.

Will try to update everyday,InsyaALLAH!!!

My invitation cards will be out early Jan 2007.
So,yg menunggu,sabar ye....yg tak menunggu,dont wori i wont give u...hahahahaha
2 mths & everything will be diff.....Eh shld say less than 2 mths ar...
But watever it is,time passes very fast & the "big" day is getting nearer.
Hopefully everything goes well & Daddy,pls dont wori too much,k....
InsyaALLAH,segalanya akan lancar & selamat.
Kita akan dilindungi oleh NYA.

p/s : my youngest sis got her PSP oredi....best ar....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...am tired wif all those craps....~~

Busy,Crazy

2006-12-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

Sori for not updating anything...
I am damn tired for the past weeks.
Alot of things to think & do. Having headaches dis few days.
Who says getting married is easy??
Not as easy as we think....i cant just sit down & do nothing while my parents prepare everything.
I can be the "permaisuri sehari" on dat very day ONLY.
Hisssh!!! But hor i see my another half very relax....i dont even dare to ask abt things to buy.
Coz i noe his 2 "beautiful", "cute" & "adorable" nieces will "pressure" him.
He wont listen to me...but its oklah dis way. Later oso we have to listen to our "hubby",not they listen to us. But at times, we can compromise lah...not dat bad....
Give & take dont control too much....
Like some ar,guys listen to the ladies so much so dat they look real dumb.
Sayanglah katakan...sayang,sayang jugak,skarang dah melayang,padan muka....

hah!! nvm abt them. Have better things to do...

nak update abt past few days or week like malas...
So just have a look at the pix in my Multiply...aite..

Everybody was like busy wif certain things to do & till we have no time to buy "kain" for my wedding. Pity my mum & li'l sis coz both trying to find time. My li'l sis bz wif alot of things & running here & there...steady ar sis....
Pity my dad,chauffeur us here and there to buy things...even as far as "Mini Kelantan" in kota tinggi to buy wedding stuff.
Pity my bro,work so hard to earn $$$ to help family & to "pay all the unwanted shits". Ya,he learn from his mistake & some people only noe how to talk....but no action taken...BULLSHIT!!!
Its ok bro,balasan bukan dari kita tapi daripada ALLAH Yg MAHA BERKUASA...
InsyaALLAH,segalanya akan berakhir & hey aren't we hepi now???

Oh ok my Darling's had "saguhati" for the comp in JB.
Dis is the 1st time he had "saguhati"...But he understand & understood the situation...
Darling....tak menang takpe...u are still the best.....
Org pekak je yg tak tau dgr...hehehehe
Upload in youtube.com his vidz ,so check out & judge urself aite...

Ok the last thing i wanna say is actually the main purpose i blog today.
"to my one & only,li'l cuzzie!!!" dont worry,my family & me understand ur situation. kita understanding & sporting pe....no hal k....

Watever it is...my "BIG" day is abt 10 weeks to go....
Eh biar betul,cepatkan...wateverlah....i am stress & really not in my usual mood nowadays...
So excuse me people if i ignore ur emails,tag or replies.......
Wat i do nowadays b4 bedtime is dat i will play my games in my computer...hehehehe
Addicted....maybe bole hilangkan stress....who noes...aite....
Will blog again soon...InsyaALLAH!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie....i feel hopeless & useless...~~~

Think & Think...again & again

2006-11-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

Mistake made...Yes i admit. I made a mistake.
No one to blame except myself.........**haiz**
But the thoughts of ******* still not 100%.
But i think it for 1 bloody mth...yet to decide.
There's alot to think....Thanks ya...

-AWIEJA-

Wish him all the best !!!

2006-11-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

At last,there's a kind soul that appreciates his talent.

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...doaku semoga kau berjaya dan tercapai cita-citamu...~~~

"LIFE"

2006-11-18T12:28:00.000+08:00

Merpati

Seringkali ku terbayang wajahmu
Bibirmu mengucapkan cinta padaku
Belum sempat ku nikmati ku tersedar
Dari angan angan kian pudar

(chorus)
Memori cinta berbunga
Pun menghinggap di ingatan
Seperti sang merpati di dahan
Puas sudah ku berusaha
'Tuk melupakan segalanya
Namun senyummu masih...

Dengan hari yang berlalu hanyutlah impian
Tapi ku masih menanti nantikan
Kehadiran seorang insan
Yang akan menggegar

Naluri seluruh tubuhku
Menyinar bak suria
Mentari mengisi hati tanda ceria
Setelah puas mencari
Tak pernah ku menduga
Kerna senyummu masih ada dihatiku
Di jiwaku.. Ooohh Oh senyummu...

(chorus)
Memori cinta berbunga
Pun menghinggap di ingatan
Seperti sang merpati di dahan
Puas sudah ku berusaha
'Tuk melupakan segalanya
Namun senyummu masih... Ada....

Familiar??? oh ok dis song is one of Hady's latest. It is in his debut album.
But frankly i've yet to buy lah. Maybe next week i wanna grab one.
But i got his "Merpati" lyrics first. hahahahaha
Dont ask me how i get k....
Aniwei,to those ladies/girls who think i am one of Hady's fanatic fans,sori hah....
Yeap my family including my fiance, supports Hady Mirza coz we think he have the "TALENT".
Remember,i will always look for talent & not the "tangkap-muat" singer like some in S'pore.
Sori i hope i did not hurt anyone's feeling. If so,pls wake up & think twice b4 u release your album. It is so shameful to acknowledge u are from S'pore.
Ooooppppsss!!! Tercakap lagi pulak. hehehehe
Ok back to Hady's lyrics......Merpati was written & compose by him. There's a special meaning to these song & composed long ago b4 he join S'pore Idol. Disappointed in love & these are the results. Nice song & lyrics.....
Hope he will go far & keep up the good werk....

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Myself,bz wif werk & deadlines. And fyi,i brought back my werk to clear certain things at home.
So later at i'm gonna concentrate wif my werk.

Hari Raya visiting still on wif some peepz but i have already stop mine long ago.
For those who came over to my place,thanks so much. But for those did not manage to drop by in BRV,its ok. Tak kecik hati pun...Coz my parents have alot of relatives & we need to visit them. Hope you all understand. And for anyone who think dat we did not allow u to visit our place & make excuses,ALLAH je yg tau. Kalau nak buat fitnah(dah pun difitnah), go ahead...
When we were at home,no one call but once we make plan to go out,so many irritating peepz call wanted to come. So sori,we cant cancelled bcoz of u,aite???
Jadi nak kecik hati or wat,go aheadlah...aper aku peduli. Aku ramai sedara pe...kawan later2 pun bole. Byk ke dosa korang pada family ku sampai mati-mati nak datang?? Tak dapat datang jadi ckp satu "mediacorp"???heheheehehe

If u all notice,my last 2 entries shows how angry i am wif those peepz.
Not dat i wanted to hate them but they make me hate them....
Like i say b4, 'EVERYBODY IS HYPOCRITES BUT DONT BE TOO HYPOCRITES'.
Remember those lines??
It means dat, i myself sometimes have to be hypocrites,plastic,drama mama,wayang or watever it is called. But u dont have to show to everyone, wat i mean is "obviously".
Pls watch ur bloody mouth. Sampai-menyampai ni semua tak main ar. Puas hati kau bunuh-membunuh. Lagi puas hati terus masuk jail. When we tell u something,meaning we trust u. But now,my family already learn not to trust anyone except ourselves. Since the story of "hamlau" & "fat pig", we woke up & face the world reality.

Too bad ar Sis ****, u are one example dat i can called "kacang lupakan kulit".
I still remember whatever shows with payment, u will be in doubt to go. Coz u are thinking of money wise & no one to look after ur kids. But glad to hear u can go now. My mum dont mind if u wanna go with any TOM,DICK or HARRY. My mum can go without u all & pay for herself. But why did not even want to inform or make plans or even called us??? Bcoz u go wif someone who dont like my mum?? Why she dont like my mum??? Or i noe the reason.....BECOZ SHE OWE MY MUM $$$...am i right??? ni lah kes org dah bersalah tak kena gaya....Tu pasallah dia kawan ngan org sekejap je,pasal kaki hutang & kaki gaduh. And u, as someone who noes my family inside out & for a decade, can easily taken in by someone whom fyi, KUTUK MAK KAKAK....I noe my mum dont wanna tell u. For her,she dont want to create trouble. But for me,i want to make u realise things around u. SEDAR DIRI!!! faham????
I dont care who reads my blog coz i have the right to express my own feelings....
And for those who have "mulut mak jujad",go ahead & tell these people.
Nak kecik hati tak dapat datang rumah for Raya,bole blah ar.
Ramai lagi anak sedara mak bapak aku tak dpt datang coz kita keluar takde pun kecik hati....
Skarang kalau kau nak rasa kecik hati sgt, senang je. Aku takkan jemput korang pada majlis aku nanti....nak kecik hati??? Mestilah korang ckp tak heran kalau tak jemput,tapi nanti jadi ckp blakang....hobby korang eh???
What the ****!!!! Kau kecik kan hati org tua aku,blakang kira ke aper??
Dan kalau sesaper nak bising2 ckp "asyik gi Jb je", hey dengar sini eh....Mak Bapak aku gi JB tak mintak korang $$$. Dan dorang gi JB atas urusan yg korang tak perlu tau....
Aku bukan nak kurang ajar,tapi aku tak sepatutnya respect org tua seperti korang....
Kita takde kawan2 mcm korang pun bagus ar...Aman hidup kita.
Tak bole tgk org senang sikit. Ader je dengki dan iri hati.
One more thing eh,tak payah bohong atau cari alasan tak logik. Mak aku bukan budak2 atau org tua nyanyuk korang nak bodoh2 kan.

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After letting out all dat,i felt relieve & i will always pray to ALLAH. Seek help from HIM.
Hope to have a good life & hepi with my family. And let those who have a "black heart" have a taste of their own medicine. Coz my family do not practise revenge. We believe in karma.
Like wat i love to say, " wat u give u get back".
"Biar org buat kita, kita jgn buat org" ..... tau takpe,tak tau tanya,dah tau share!!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....i am hurt coz of all dis idiots...~~

"Rojak" updates!!!

2006-11-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

No time to update.
My pc something wrong...dun ask me why ya...me ader sikit lembab pasal hal2 ni.
But manage to upload some pix from my K800i.
Too long siting in my folder...haiz...

Aniwei,here's the updates for certain days dat i find it worth to blog...hehehehe

10th Nov 2006
One of my colleague from the trading department last day.
She's going to werk somewhere else...hahaha... the company so damn familiar to me...
I know the company since my primary skool day.
Hope she's hepi there & it is just across the street so still can go out for lunch....**winkz**
All the best for Sis Fifi....!!!

11th Nov 2006
Better not to write,remember or say anything wat had happened today...
I pity him but "syukur" he understands the situation...
There's more other opportunities coming soon...
Sabar je k!!!

12th Nov 2006
Had a surprise visitor. Not expected at all coz of their tight schedules here.
But Alhamdulilah...they manage to come to my place.
Hepi of course...i love to watch their dramas on TV1,TV2 & TV3.
Want to view their pix....log on to my multiply - http://ismaliza.multiply.com/

I am hepi with my werk. I swear i am hepi...
There must be a reason why i behave such...Have u all ever ask??
Yeap u all did. But only hu-ha but no action taken.
So,i will keep it & let the feelings die inside me.

ok dats all for today.

Juz wanna say something to some of the people who loves to see others fighthing & arguing among friends or relatives.
"YOU CAN SAY WAT U LIKE OR LET OTHERS HATE ME & MY FAMILY,BUT U MUST REMEMBER,WAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. THAT IS KARMA. NOPE,WE ARE NOT JEALOUS OF U ALL COZ WE NOE HOW TO MAKE OURSELVES HEPI. EVEN IF U LEAVE US OUT,WE STILL MANAGE TO SURVIVE. COZ WE DONT OWE U $$$. BUT INSTEAD SOME OF U OWE US $$$. WE ARE ALL HYPOCRITES BUT DONT BE TOO HYPOCRITES. "
Now i noe who to trust & who i am not supposed to trust. Even if i noe u longer den others but i am so sad to hear wat i am not suppose to hear.

p/s: shoutout to all the NOVEMBER people....Syukri (1st), Mama Wati (4th), Dorothy (4th),Mira(5th),Zarifah(5th),Bro Saad(7th),Achik(8th),Bro Mothar(12th),Umi Latifah(13th),Bro Lan(18th Nov),Cik Mai(29th) & to those name i missed out here but still born in the mth of NOVEMBER, HEPI BIRTHDAY!!!!! MAY ALLAH BLESS U ALL!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...i am too emotional today till i cry. why must i cry??..~~

AGAIN

2006-11-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

You wanna tell "grandpa" stories,go ahead.
Dont think u are damn good.
They have yet to hear my side of stories.
But i dont care & cant be bothered.
Let them say what they like.
"diam bukan bererti kalah/salah tapi diam adalah pintar"
Coz i dont need their sympathy. Or begging for them to believe what i say.

ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI

If u believe in the phrase mention above, u will not have to "bark" & tell people how good u are & how bad we are. Some things happened must come with a reason.
And accusing something what we did not do,is a big sin in your life.
"Fitnah,hukumnya lagi berat dari berzina"
But i noe,u are so daring & there's alot of "dosa" in u.
Even to ur own mum who lets u out & see this world.
I noe how "terror" u are. takut sey aku!!!

I dont care if u happen to read dis. U can tell anyone u like.
Coz dats ur hobby...hahahahaha
Cuma satu je lah eh,kau nak buat jahat,buat sendiri.
Tak payah nak involve kan kita semua.
Org tengok kau baik,tapi perangai kau...Nauzubillah!!!
After 1 "bloody" year,ur story start again huh....
Champion ar kau eh....Tapi kalau kau masuk kan suratkhabar pun cantik ar.
Satu Singapore bole tau betapa baiknya kau dan betapa jahatnya kita.

hah sudahlah...enuff abt it.
gtg...blog again soon

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...love my family & Darling...deep,deep~~

Hates & Loves

2006-11-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hates

Ytd was the so-called no-mood jalan raya.
Nolah where got quarrel with my Darling.....
I am having headaches & i "tahan" till 12am den i ate "mixagrips" & off to lala land.
Luckily,we reduce from 3 houses to 2 houses.
Nak maintain myself kat rumah orang tu,seksa aku je yg rasa.
But ar dis morning i woke up,i felt better. But after i step out from my place,it start again.
Buey tahan leh!!! but wat to do? Reached werk i ate "mixagrips"...nasib baik ader spare ubat at werk. Oklah now bolelah...not so sakit. Why ar?? Me not enuff rest meh?? Itu dah biasa pe....
I hate having dis headaches...Maybe i think too much ar....regarding wat? i am not so sure. Hopefully just a minor headaches. Sometimes i feel like bang my head on the wall...hahahaha
baru padan ngan muka aku...hehehehe

Enuff abt my headaches issue.

Loves

Now my younger sis download for me a new game.
"Prime Suspect"....thats the title.
Its an exciting game. Not that my ambition is to be a PI. I just love the thrilling & wanted-to-know who stole the thing when you have alot of suspects. Quite fun & i am addicted to the game. I dont care abt my headaches when i start playing it.
Thanks to Uchu... ;p

Now,i am looking forward to go back home & rest.....
Maybe Monday Blues & also my headaches makes me wanted to end my day faster.
So will update later tonite..if anythinglah...if not,i'll blog again tomorrow,aite ;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...bored with my life...somebody pls help me...~~

"spoilt brats"

2006-11-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

I am not the type who wants to have branded goods. I am hepi with "3 for $10" stuff as long as the things last long. But if i wanna pamper myself with branded goods,i will buy it end of the year when i get my bonus. Even for my family's birthday presents,i will buy anything affordable. Coz, since small i'm trained not to waste my $$ on something not worth. And i came from a not-so-rich family who noes what is the meaning of hardship. Alhamdulilah we are not like some "spoilt brats" Tau takpe eh!!!!

Enuff abt all dis "harta dunia".

Dunno wat i feel right now....but i noe each & everyone of us have an attitude & people can easily get hurts with our words. Time will tell. And the truth will be reveal.

ok going out today. Maybe only to 3 houses. If i follow my heart,i wanna just stay home...Not enuff restlah...haiz. But its ok as long as i wanna be home b4 9pm today. Wanna watch something on TV3. Hehehehe
ok till i blog again...c ya...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...love my Darling to the core..~~

What Happen??

2006-11-02T11:36:00.000+08:00

I am shocked abt the news.
First of all, i noe some of u noe how close i am to dis couple.
Whenever they are in Singapore,they will contact my family & we will meet them up for a makan tulang session @ Beach Rd. And if we went up to KL,they will entertain us although they are busy with their werk.
And now,when the marriage gonna reached their 10th Anniversaries this 25th Dec, this is what happened.
Of course,this is what they say "takde jodoh". And all is "takdir".
Who are we to protest and say bad things abt all that happen. I am not too sure what happen between both of them. Try to reach Nurul on her mobile but she is not picking up. I sms her,but no reply. Maybe she dont wanna say anything untill everything settle.
It is a shock for me coz they are so loving & when they sang together,they can really look into each other eyes & hug each other. Now, i noe & i am really sure there are some people who is laughing at them when they noe what happen.
Now,i can only know all updates abt them in the news on TV.
My only hope,there's some ways that can make them back together. That is only my "doa" for them. Whatever happen or decision they make,my family will still support their music careers.

Hope Abg Ajai & Nurul all the best. The news really make me sad....but dont wori..There's "hikmah" behind it. We just hope,Ayu Nazirah & Md Fairul Ihsan,will understand one day abt all this. :(

And i hope its not a trend for the artist in Malaysia to kahwin & cerai....

p/s: I love the song,PANTI ASUHAN. So touching..haiz...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie....they noe i'm getting married & plan to come down S'pore but now...~~

Reality

2006-11-01T09:24:00.000+08:00

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage.
Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.
It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations...

TRUST

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships.
When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

How i wish there's no "lie" dat hurts us when we happen to find out the truth.

I am sooooo stupid to TRUST people so much. But once you start lying to me,there's no TRUST left in my dictionary. What i can do is to listen to your story & "wash" it off the next day. I wont believe every single words you say. Like the saying goes, "once bitten twice shy". Dats how i feel now. So i will not say much or make the matter worse. One day,you will feel guilty of your own mistake....Dont wori,i will forgive but not forget,for sure.

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...i dont care abt hurting myself,but its abt hurting my love ones..~~

Precious Moment - 1st Syawal 1427H

2006-10-26T14:41:00.000+08:00

1st Syawal 1427H - 24th Oct 2006

2006-10-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

1st day of Raya was fun visiting people...
But at times i dont understand why we must ask forgiveness for people whom we only meet once a year(raya lah of course) & i noe i did not "gossiping" abt them or hate them. Not that i say dat i am an angel. Of course i do make mistake & apologised to the people i ever "terngumpat" or "terkeji". And some whom i noe dont like me also did not ask forgiveness from me but i dont care. Coz i myself forgive them...sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
Tak main ar dendam-dendam sey...Dosa kamu,settle sendiri ngan ALLAH.

Hehehehe...melalut pulak aku..But its truelah...Me dah tak kuasa dan tak nak amik tau pun.

Ok outing yesterday was fun & i noe some people are "jealous" coz we "anak-baranak" berpakaian sedondon. Sori eh...people yg ckp pakai sama warna is for "minah" & "mat" only,adalah diantara golongan org2 yg pentingkan diri sendiri....Tak berjiwa "family".
Hahahaha...i think its good to wear same colour on the 1st day raya or any day for jalan raya.
As a family,we will feel "sehati,sejiwa". And it is nice when we take family pix.
InsyaALLAH,i will make it happen every year c',)

Look at us...the 3 "tebiat" siblings...hehehehe
"Green" day & "Green" for life
Why i said "tebiat",only our family noes.... ;p

Ok i am on leave till this Friday. Yeah..enjoyzzzzzz....
Dengar2 channel TV1 & TV2 ader criter power2 musim raya ni...
Nilah masanya nak rest & relax..
Just wanna have a good rest before i go back to my office next week.
But dis weekend,InsyaALLAH akan sambung jalan raya...

Wah my youngest sista very hepi...
Sebabnya dia menerima pada raya ni..unlike me & my bro,kita memberi je...
1st day je,agak2 banyak jugak masuk...ni weekend nak sambung lagi jalan raya..masuk lagi...
Hehehehe...nak shopping ajak me k...me nak temankan je...hehehe

Oklah,gtg. Ader org datanglah...biasalah raya kan...
Feel free to view more Raya pix at my Multiply or Fotopages...
Enjoy viewing ya....You will see the "green" family..Hahahaha

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...ONE of the most important things have settle...~~

Ucapan Salam Lebaran

2006-10-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

I maybe early but just in case i dont have time over the weekends,

Takbir bergema menyambut Syawal,
Ramadan Al-Mubarak melabuh tirai;
Semoga gembira menyambut Syawal,
Disamping keluarga dan sahabat handai.

Pergi ke kedai mencari lemang,
Hendak di makan di pagi raya;
Jangan asik membuat hutang,
Fikir-fikirlah bila berbelanja.

Sayup takbir, penuh keheningan,
Ketenangan terasa, sedingin salji;
Walau terasing, jauh di perantauan,
Kekalkan tradisi, meriahkan aidilfitri.

Ucapan maaf sesama kita,
Cium tangan ayah dan bonda;
Airmata mengalir tanpa dipinta,
Takbir berkumandang dipagi raya.

Pinggan biru mangkuk pun biru,
Cerek juga jadi bualan;
Baju baru songkok pun baru,
Puasa abg cukupkah sebulan?

Renung petang Syawal diharap,
Jangan lupa kewajipan berzakat;
Lemang, rendang, kuih dan sirap,
Jangan tak sedar kilogram meningkat.

Seri kaya, umai dan cara,
Hidangan berbuka kesukaan bonda;
Di Hari Raya ramai bergembira,
Jangan lupa yang telah tiada.

SeLaMat MenYambuT SyawaL Yg Hampir TiBa!!

Ucapan ikhlas dari kami berdua...

AWIEJA

MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIZIN

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...SYAWAL yg penuh syahdu...akan tiba tak lama lagi~~

Weekends updates

2006-10-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Updates for the weekends...

13th Oct 2006, Friday

Start making the cookies from 1pm till 5am,14th Oct 2006,Saturday...
Pheww...oklah not bad..

14th Oct 2006,Saturday

Went JB buy some stuffs at Angsana & headed to Pandan..
Reached home at 3.30am and again...sleep late...
But manage to wake up at 9am the next morning.

15th Oct 2006,Sunday

Went to Tampines Mall & Century Square. Buy some "kuih" at Tamp Blk 940.
Went back home & after dat,tempting to make Honey Cornflakes...coz Umi manage to get golden syrup for me..

For more pix,pls log on to my fotopages...

Gimme sometimes ya..in process of uploading the pic...

Gonna stop here...Will blog again soon...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie..hurt of wat u say..but i've already forgive but not FORGET..~~

Darling's new hp...

2006-10-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Here's my promise...

Darling's new hp..W810i..

The phone is not bad sey...quite light & it came together wif 512MB memory stick..
Darling is so hepi to get dis...and we just add a few dollars to get the speaker...
Its quite worth ar...hehehe

Ok forget abt the phone issue.

Now,i've heard the latest news...I encourage him to go & visit. Of course he will not go alone...
He can go with his sis,bro-in-law or nieces...but not alone.I just wanna clarify dat i did not or influence him not to visit. There's a few occasions dat i've ask him to go but of course he dont want to coz it means he have to "enter the lions' den". But now,i know there's no choice. He have to go before anything happen. I dont want people to think i am the type of lady who wants him for myself... He is free to do anything he likes...As long as his love is still with me.
As for me,i will not go. Coz i dont wanna be hypocrite..of course everybody IS hypocrite but not to the extend of gamble with our own religion...AKU TAK NAK BERSUBAHAT. And i dont want to see my love ones to hate me for my "kurang ajar" behaviour.
Sori if i am harsh on my words...but dat is the facts. I have been telling him dat i wanna visit. But not there...maybe somewhere else...it seems dat now it is too late...I can only "doa" every day in my prayer. That is my promise....

Darling, i am sori...i shld not behave dis way. But i am still hurt with wat "SHE" say or did to me last time. And also i am hurt with dat "kid" saying bad abt me. I know everybody will think dat she is just a small kid,but look i guess she dah "baligh" and know wats right or wrong. Very brave indeed to say abt me which is absolutely not true. And all dat happened infront of my own parents. Admit i am no angel but i hate people who loves to make "fitnah". "DAN HUKUMAN NYA ADALAH BERAT DARI BERZINA..."Subhanallah!!!

Ok i dont want to think of the past...it just part of my nightmare...
Now, i just wanna think of wat will happen next...
No revenge from me..coz i know ALLAH is there. And HE is watching,mind u....

gtg..me getting too emotional now...
yalah cengeng ma...hehehe. Cry baby... ;p
Will blog again if i'm not tired...
Dis Friday is baking time...tak sabar...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...no i am not hurt with u...~~

Break-fast with Achik & Abg Indz @ Delifrance

2006-10-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today i break-fast with my "gila-gila" kakis...hehehe

My bro,Izz aka Achik...

My "gerek" bro, Abg indz...

And...myself..ayoooo just love the camera..hehehe

Had our delicious dinner @ Delifrance,Chinatown Point

Dis is mine...

Achik's...

And abg Indz's..

After breaking fast, Achik & Abg Indz continue with their training in the office..training or eating???.. i make my way to Tampines meeting Darling. We' got a mission...hehehe. Will find out wat is it in my next blog...i promise tomorrow i will publish it here..hahaha

Now,my eyes are abt to close..sleepylah wat else...And my head spinning like hell...Mind u the PSI reading for today is 85. That is why i am having difficulty in breathing..When is dis haze thingy gonna stop..?? Stop burning things lah...it effect us,u know...eh mcmlah dorang bole dengar...hohoho

Good nyte people...Hepi sahur & hepi fasting...

Wassalam

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...hepi dengan "rezeki" yg ALLAH kurniakan...~~

Very bad haze = PSI 150

2006-10-08T09:57:00.000+08:00

On Friday,6th Oct,10.21pm,on my way back from werk,dis is wat i saw...
The haze was quite bad. I can hardly see things around me. I am an asthmatic person so dis haze thingy makes me uncomfortable.

The very next day...it is worst..

Taken from my k800i ;p

It is really a bad haze in Singapore with PSI 150. Oh G0D!! it is really "dugaan" in the month of Ramadhan. Hopefully,all my Muslim frenz manage to fast in dis kind of weather. But if you are unwell & your throats hurt so much since dis kind of weather,dont fast. There's no forcing for you to fast if you feel unwell. But just remember to "pay" back your fast,k... :)

Yesterday,we manage to settle some important stuff. There's one more thing dat i need to settle...if its settle next week,half of my problem in my head is clear. InsyaALLAH,good things will turns out well....

Ok today, the weather, Alhamdulilah...shining & here in Bedok,no haze..so hopefully everything is fine with me today too. Today,me going out..will update later...if i'm not tired ar...hehehe

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...at dis point still hurt by your behaviour...~~

New Hp !!!

2006-10-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

Presenting my new "toy" -

S0ny Ericsson K800i

Actually, i shld have save my money for my wedding but i pamper myself & bought dis stuff.
Ok after dis, i wont buy anything. Save my money...

Huh!! Back to the hp. I am saying "goodbye" to N0kia & "hello" to S0ny Ericsson.
Not the 1st time using S0ny Ericsson but after so long with N0kia, i intend to have Sony Ericsson back. How much it cost me, dont asklah k... If i say the amt, i felt heart pain..hahaha
So, am hepi with dis & now concentrate more on my wedding...ooopppsss!!! Hari Raya comes first...

Yesterday,have fun with lil' sis hunting for Raya shoes & end up we bought a same shoes,diff size & diff colour....on the way back in the MRT,we saw an "alien"..hahaha. The lady was just "tingtong" in her head ,i guess. Like lil' sis said, "Nak jadik Ella tak jadik...." !!! hehehe

ok now my new hp is charging for 8 - 10hrs.....
Me,too,needs to charge myself...tiredlah dis few days...
so,good nyte my fellow bloggers & all who loves to read my nonsense..hahaha
will blog again,when there's an exciting stories...k

P/S : Hepi Birthday to my fren, Deah Aishah...wishing all the best for you & your family !!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...cant wait for another new hp...not mine, of course..~~

HELLO from someone special

2006-10-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

Got this email from someone....
Love to share wif everyone especially his fans....
How true,me not sure...
so enjoy reading it...

Subject: HELLO!!!!
>Date: Sun, 01 Oct 2006 01:51:36 +0800
>
>Assalamualaikum..
>
> Hey guys n gals!! its me Hady Mirza. This is a personal
>email to all of you. I have went thru all your gifts, pics, letters,
>drawings, and everything in between. So this is my way of thanking you
>guys. I know
I
>can never thank you enough. So here it goes...
>
> First of all I'd like to say that I really appreciate all
that
>you have done for me. i will never forget you. making time for the
>roadshows and the studio and coming to the Indoor stadium to support
me.
>The gifts that you made/bought for me. I will keep them forever. Your
>kind words of encouragement in your letters. the drawings that you have

>made
for
>me. In short, without you guys there would be no Hady Mirza.Thank you
>so much for believing in me. So I would like to once again thank you,
>and
your
>family, from the bottom of my heart.
>
> I'd like to take this opportunity to wish all Muslims
>Selamat Berpuasa. And also if I don't get a chance, Selamat Hari Raya
>Aidilfitri
in
>advance. As you all know there will be the HYPE UP CONCERT happening on

>this coming 24th of October at the INDOOR STADIUM. Yes exactly on the
first
>day of HariRaya. So I really hope you guys can come because it will be
>a fabulous show! TAUFIK, OLINDA, SLY! together with JONATHAN, PAUL,
>JASMINE and Me. But if you can't make it I will understand because as I

>mentioned it's the first day of Hari Raya and time should be spent with

>your family members.
>
> On that note my upcoming debut album will be released close

>to the end of OCT or early NOV. So don't forget to watch out for it cos

>there will be some surprises!
>
> Thank you once again all of you. And also if its not too
>much too ask can you pls help me forward this msg to others that you
>know and that I can't get a hold of their contact from. And most
importantly...
KEEP
>YOUR DREAM ALIVE.. Peace Be Unto You.

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...miss my Darling..~~

Our 1 year engagement Anniversary

2006-10-02T06:41:00.000+08:00

2nd October 2005

Last year at dis date,we had our engagement. Its just a small occassion and we did not invite anybody except for a few family members.

Today 2nd October 2006...
Alhamdulilah,its been a year...
We've been tested by HIM and went through ups & downs together but still our love going stronger each day.
InsyaALLAH, it will last forever till death do us apart.

And so, to Darling, Happy 1st engagement anniversary.
Hopefully everything goes well for us till our "big" day.

My Heart - Irwansyah and Acha

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If you love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldnt reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart

My heart

p/s : one of the song dat we love to sing together & it has a meaningful lyrics for us. ;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...still hurt with certain things...~~

Another award for Hady Mirza

2006-09-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

After winning Singapore Idol, Hady receive another award.
He got a nephew...Imran Mirza...
So sweet......

Presenting Hady Mirza & Imran Mirza

Ok enuff abt him...

I am not aware dat exactly 4 mths , 3 weeks & 6 days to my "big" day.
Cepatnyer rasa...........***winkz***
Dulu rasa tak sabar,tapi skarang berdebar...
Hehehehe...
I just hope everything will turns out well & as planned.
I want everybody to be happy.
It will be simple yet memorable one... ;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...alot of things to settle lor..~~

Heck care wat i feel....

2006-09-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Just a suggestion. Need not follow.
But i feel bad...dunno why...but still a discussion shld be made in case anything happen.
Why must i feel bad?? Aniwei,i'm not forcing...
Dat is me, very sensitive & easily emotional...
Oohh i thought i've change,no more sensitiveness in me...But wat to do, i am a "LADY" wif soft heart although people see my face & say i am fierce...hahaha

Now i must agree with "dont judge a book by its cover"...
Actually, agree wif dat long ago...
Aaarrggghhh!!! Cant be bothered ar...I cant please everybody,right??

So,I apologised if i offended anyone,do as wat you all wish...
No need to ask for my opinion...I rather keep quite den hurting people when i open my "big" mouth. Big meh my mouth??? hehehehe...I am just "loud" lah....hahaha
As long as everyone happy, i am happy even if its hurt me at times...
Its ok coz i am used to it... ;-)

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...rather hurt myself den hurt others...~~~

Hady Mirza is our Singapore Idol...

2006-09-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulilah.....
Akhirnya semua terbukti nyata......
Our Idol for the 2nd season.....Hady Mirza

Congrats,bro....
You did your very best. The results...
All the best in your next journey. Will support you still...

Hahaha best ar another Malay..ooopppss !!! no,no,no. My apology.....
Wat i mean is another Malay chap that my family support all the way from audition till the Grand Final,won the title.

BERBALOI lah....
Very proud of him....

BRAVO !!!! Thumbs up for Hady Mirza

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...Darling is my Idol oso....~~

FROM MY POINT OF VIEW ONLY....

2006-09-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

I think Hady's rendition for the song "You Gave Me Wings" is much,much,much more better than Jonathan. We can "feel" it when he sang & we can "share" his emotional. But if still luck is not on his side,wat can i say,aite....In my eyes,he is still the best. At least,he showed his varoius voice range. Not only depends on low pitch notes only...Sori ar...but dat is the facts....

Emails i've got saying dat Hady's vote is lower den Jon's, i dont care...
Only a person who knows abt music & noes whether you've got nice voice or not,will say Hady is the best among the 2. Sori peepz for my harsh words. Not becoz Hady is Malay but becoz we want someone who can represent Singapore...bukan yg tangkap muat je...harap faham eh....
Sebab dah terlalu ramai sgt mcm tu...naik malu pulak aku nak mengaku itu penyanyi dari Singapura...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...still choose Hady even if the results say otherwise...~~

HIKMAH

2006-09-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

Another marvellous sinetron

Hikmah 1 shown on Suria, every Monday, 9.30pm.
Hikmah 2 shown on RCTI,every Mon - Friday, 2pm (waktu Singapura)

Hikmah 1 - Sinopsis

Allah tidak akan memberikan cobaan melebihi kemampuan manusia. Barangsiapa yang bertakwa dan berserah padaNya akan selalu mendapat Hikmah-Nya. Ana adalah gadis yatim piatu, yang hidup bersama ibu tirinya, Ibu Eli, seorang peramal. Ibu Eli memperlakukan Ana sebagai anak tiri. Lebih dari itu Ana dianggap sebagai pembawa sial. Ana hanya dimanfaatkan untuk menghasilkan uang. Tino, adik Ana satu ayah, selalu dihasut untuk membenci Ana. Tino yang masih kecil tak berdaya membela Ana dari perlakuan ibunya. Demikian pula halnya dengan Umi, pembantu yang menderita keterbelakangan mental. Sekalipun mereka tak mampu berbuat apa-apa untuk menolong Ana, tapi mereka senantiasa mendoakan Ana, dan akhirnya doa mereka didengar Allah.
Sejak pertama kali melihat Ana, Adrian jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama. Adrian adalah anak dari keluarga kaya raya. Sekalipun tidak mengenal agama, Adrian pada dasarnya baik hati. Adrian mencari cinta sejati dan tidak pernah mementingkan materi. Hal ini berbeda dengan pandangan keluarganya. Bu Ratna (ibu Adrian) dan Lika (adik Adrian) sangat materialistis dan mementingkan bibit bebet bobot. Mereka menentang hubungan Adrian dan Ana. Dengan bantuan Hasyim dan Vina (paman dan bibi Adrian) mereka mencoba menggagalkan percintaan Adrian dan Ana. Namun cinta mengalahkan segalanya. Adrian nekad meninggalkan kehidupannya, rela melarat dan menderita hidup bersama Surya (sahabatnya) di rumah susun, demi untuk merebut hati Ana. Dan ketulusan niat Adrian didengar oleh Allah, Adrian akhirnya berhasil meminang Ana. Pernikahan berjalan lancar berkat bantuan Arman, kakak Adrian yang memegang kendali bisnis keluarga Adrian.
Arman adalah pria yang bijaksana, dewasa, dan bertanggung jawab. Arman amat menyayangi adiknya dan mengenal sifat adiknya. Berkat Arman lah keluarga Adrian akhirnya terpaksa menerima Ana. Namun kebencian keluarga Adrian tidak berhenti sampai disitu. Mereka tetap berusaha memisahkan Adrian dari Ana dengan berbagai macam cara. Dalam acara bulan madu, Adrian dan Ana mengalami kecelakaan. Ana selamat namun Adrian menghilang. Semua mengira Adrian sudah meninggal. Namun Ana dengan ketekunannya yakin bahwa Allah tidak akan memisahkannya dari suaminya. Adrian akhirnya ditemukan. Sayangnya setelah siuman Adrian kehilangan ingatannya. Adrian tidak ingat lagi akan masa lalunya.
Hal ini dimanfaatkan oleh keluarga Adrian. Bu Ratna, Lika, Hasyim dan Vina berhasil meracuni dan mempengaruhi Adrian. Kedekatan Ana dan Arman dijadikan senjata untuk menjelek-jelekan Ana dan Arman dimata Adrian. Sampai akhirnya Adrian yang tadinya sangat dekat dengan Arman, menjadi membencinya. Bahkan cinta Adrian yang begitu dalam pada Ana berubah menjadi dendam karena Adrian merasa Ana mengkhianati dan memanfaatkannya hanya demi materi. Tapi kepercayaan dan keteguhan iman Ana mengalahkan segalanya. Ana melewati berbagai cobaan dengan tabah. Kebencian dan caci maki dibalasnya dengan senyum dan kepasrahan. Hanya pada Allah Ana berdoa dan menyerahkan segalanya. Dibalik semua cobaan, pasti ada hikmahnya. Segala penderitaan justru semakin membuat Ana kuat. Sebuah drama percintaan yang sarat dengan nilai nilai keagamaan. HIKMAH mengajak pemirsa untuk berserah hanya kepada Allah dan untuk setia berada di jalanNya meski cobaan mendera. Dibalik segala cobaan pasti ada hikmah yang menanti. Allah memberikan cobaan untuk membuat manusia menjadi lebih kuat dan semakin dekat padaNya.

Hikmah - Netta KD & Danil

SUBHANALLAH,
WALHAMDULILLAH,
ASTAGHFIRULLAH,
WALLAHUAKBAR../..HASBIALLAH

Di tepi kerinduanku..
Memandang hampa..
Pada dunia..

Ku hanya orang biasa..
Tak lepas dari..
Rasa kecewa..

Hanya pada-Mu,
Tempat ku mengadu..
Pahit yang kini menyeksaku..

Aku percaya..
Tiada yang sia-sia..
Semua..kan ada HIKMAH nya..

Angan yg membalut mimpi... Dulu melukis...Nyanyian hati
Ku hanya orang yang kalah... Satukan hatiku... yang terbalar

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Nice song...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...sesuatu kejadian,ader HIKMAH disebaliknya...~~~

AWIEJA Slide Show! Check it out!

2006-09-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan....

2006-09-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan Hampir Tiba ( beberapa hari lagi )

Tiada kata yang layak di ucapkan

Kecuali permohonan Maaf atas segala kesalahan yang telah terjadi

Dan Doa Ku

And

Have a nice Ramadhan to All Muslims... Salam......

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...tak sabar nak puasa & menanti ketibaan SYAWAL..~~

Already confirmed !!!

2006-09-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

Everything goes well.
Together we pray for the outcome...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...wish for the best...~~

c0nGraTs hADy !!! aLL tHe bEsT iN tHe gRaND fiNaLs... ;p

2006-09-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah...prayers answered...BERBALOI deh !!!

An idol in the making...

The idol style...

Idol heart-throb with a strong vocal...

No words can describe...its already clear who will be in the Grand Finals. What will be the outcome on that day, i dont care...Like i say before, what matters is Hady to get his feet on the stage of the Indoor Stadium. And InsyaALLAH,he will not disappoint his fans...Fans who vote for Hady all dis while,dont stop voting coz will never noe Jasmine's fans will support Jonathan & Jonathan will gets higher votes. Not surprise if its happen...

To br0 Hady,do your very best for the final rounds. Am sure you can do it...Hopefully,everything will be fine....InsyaALLAH !!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie..love to watch the finals with my darling..tix anyone??...~~

Heard the judges comments??

2006-09-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Alamak!!! When i heard the judges comment abt Hady, i can only SMILE!!!
Of course the professional will say Hady will be in the Finals but i received email regarding SI.
It seems dat the fans of Jonathan & Jasmine colaborate(join forces) to kick Hady out.
What is dis?? Tell ya,if Jasmine gets to the Finals,i am not going to keep quiet. Its already shown clearly who has the strongest vocal among the 3 or you people tone deaf????
Watever it is,today Hady power !!! You choose good songs dat suits you...
InsyaALLAH, you can "hop" to the finals.....
My "DOA" for you....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...berdebar menantikan harinya...~~

Happy Birthday !!!

2006-09-10T09:34:00.000+08:00

The birthday cake...

This is the birthday "boy"....

Happy 29th birthday to my fiance. Wish him all the best in watever you do. And wait for our big day,InsyaALLAH....!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...luv u Darling..~~

I knew it !!!!

2006-09-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

This is the MAN !!! Hady rawkz !!!

I knew it dat dis chap can make it top 3 or InsyaALLAH, top 2 finalists.
All the talks in town saying dat Hady will be eliminated today, did not makes me lost faith in him. Like i say before, Darling & i, still believe Hady is our next idol eventhough he is not the winner at the end of the competition. We noe he has the talent & he can sing. C'mone everyone can sing but not everyone can sing professionally. I do hope Hady can make it top 2. Win or not,it doesn't matter...Wat matter is you fight it to the end. Do the best for ur fans & especially for those who votes for u.

At first, my family thought dat if Jon out today, Hady got the chance. But i knew it...Jon will not end his journey soon. He will continue till top 2 & won the title. But who cares??? I dare to say dat Hady sang better than Jon (sori hor Jon's fans...dis is the facts ar...maybe ask Jon to sing high pitched song & i will reconsider it,k..hehehehe). Its a clear cut actually who is the top 2,anyone agree with me?? I am sure some of you do agree. Well, politics are everywhere...

Ok ok Hady good luck for your next round...& choose ur favourite song wisely coz not all the songs we like suits us...you noe better ,aite...

P/S: I love to hear Darling sings "SOLDIER OF FORTUNE".... ;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...ya ya i am still thinking of Darling duets a song with Hady...~~

0ne of Darling's Favourite song....

2006-09-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hady sang one of Darling's favourite song.
Faithfully by Journey.
His voice superb & the song suits him.
As per normal,every week i will pray & hope for the voters to vote wisely.
Heard wat the judges say abt Jonathan??
Of courselah...they want Jon to win.
Last season of SI, Taufik won so this season will be Jon although Hady make it to the final also.
Got the scenerio??
If that really happen,hhmmm thank u very much...no comment.
But me & Darling will always say Hady is our next SI.

Ok gonna stop here. Wanna have some rest & have a good sleep.
Coz tomorrow werk...and werk nowadays sucks...but its not fair for some people.

Will blog again soon...i hope

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...still waiting for Darling & Hady duet,imagine that..~~

What a weekends !!!

2006-09-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 2nd September 2006.

Went to Bukit Panjang for a birthday celebration....

This is the birthday baby..Ulfa Fashira (Darling's cucu)

Sunday, 3rd September 2006

Went for wedding invitations....

Pengantin Baru - Shah(Darling's fren) & Wifey...

Pengantin - Alfizah Awangnit

So,my weekends was indeed a great one...to be wif friends,relatives & love ones...

Me dah tired liao...if u wanna view more pix, proceed to www.ejaleeza.fotopages.com or www.ismaliza.multiply.com

Got to go & haf a nice sleep now coz tomorrow werking....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie..tired liao..~~

Happy Teacher's Day !!!

2006-09-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

Whenever teacher's day concert, i am always willing to perform for the teachers on stage. I mean most of the concert, i always involved.

And i still remember some of the teachers dat taught me...

Last time, i've got the time to go back to skool & wish them happy teacher's day but not now..

coz i am bz wif my own stuff. But deep down inside my heart, i will always remember them...

Coz they taught me alot of things..I am grateful to them & i noe i am not a good girl in skool.

But i am not dat bad you all may think...

I'm just the normal skool gal..who loves attention...and becoz of my passion of malay dancing & singing, my ECA i took was MLDDS. Got a chance to be the "ketua tarian" & "naib president" in the club.

What an experience & its fun to be all the guys/gals involved.

Thanks to Cikgu Aminah who believed dat i could lead them....

Here's some pix of my secondary skool classes & form teachers.

Some of my friends already married & have kids...How time flies...

Miss each & everyone of you..

Sec 1G (form teacher : Mr Singh)
We ever play hide & seek in the science lab & Mr Singh join us too...hehehe

Sec 2E (form teacher : Mrs Lai) She's oso our music teacher & becoz of her i'm in the choir...

Sec 3H (form teacher : Mrs Carol Khan) She is our accounts teacher. Sang for her "In the still of the night" as our class won the singing competition in our sec 3 camp.

Sec 4H (form teacher : Mr Koh) This teacher is cute...coz he speaks English so funny..hehehe

Sec 5D (form teacher :Mr Koh) 2 years wif Mr Koh..& he noes us too well...

Ever went jamming wif these guys..coz we were training for our "Perjumpaan Hari Raya". Any familiar faces there?? hehehe

These were my "tarian gals"...This was our "Hari Raya" performance..so colourful,aite. Some are married wif kids now...Happy for them !!!

These are the sec 3 Malay Girls from different classes. We were together in our "bang" for our sec 3 camp in St John's Island .

Pheww !! Actually there's alot of pix for me to upload but..just check out in my multiply photo galleries aite....hehehehe

Gtg now...

Wishing all my teachers from Mei Chin Primary, Bedok View Primary & Bedok South Secondary School, a very,very, Happy Teacher's Day...Thank you for your knowledge,loves & concern for me & my friends. Will never forget dat...Hopefully ya...hehehe

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie..miss my secondary skool life lah...~~

You did it again,br0 !!!

2006-08-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA !! MERDEKA !! MERDEKA !!
Would like to take dis opportunity to wish MALAYSIAN, Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan yg ke-49.

And oso, MERDEKA to HADY...Proud of Hady !!!
I knew it he is gonna make it. Why not?? He can sing & has the talent. Not like some 'people'.
Good choice,Singapore !!!
If you ask me who should leave tonite,Paul or Joakim??
My answer will be..BOTH. But only one leh each week so...too bad.
But dat Joakim is the worst..he cant sing at all...He can become "badut"...
Goodbye, Joakim(at last you are OUT) !!! Pls jgn feeling2 jadi SI coz YOU CANT SING !!!
And Singaporeans,you've make the right choice...

Next week,its the Judges' Choice songs.
All the best for Hady.......

P/S: agak2,bila eh Darling & Hady dapat berduet?? ..hehehe

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie hearts her Darling..~~

Lu memang bestlah,br0 !!!

2006-08-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

Dat Hady guy sang I'll make love to you from my all time favourite group since secondary skool;Boyz 2 Men. Terkenang pulak zaman sekolah menengah...hehehehe
ok,ok stop it..if not my blog will be very,very,super-duper long & even longer den "energizer battery"..hahahaha. Back to dat Hady guy...For r&b,for me,he got no problem & actually,he is someone dat can sing all kind of genre. Its juz dat he is "too careful" when choose a song. Well,cant blame him as he dont want to make a fool of himself, aite... . He's still good & "lu bestlah br0". As for his 2nd song for today,Senorita by Justin Timberlake,its just an average performance from him. But still,insyaALLAH,he can make it all the way to the final. Its all depends on his votelah...
Macam tak tau pulak... So..yg bole vote tu,votelah..yang takleh vote,hanya doa yg mampu kita beri agar Hady dapat bertahan hingga ke hujung perjuangannya.

**Hady,even if you cant make it,me & my Darling still take it as you are the next SI. Without you in SI,the competition ends there. We oso will not watch SI animore..hahaha**

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...will miss all my br0...hope it wont happen :( ~~

Dont bother, i'm ok!!!

2006-08-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

Tiada paksaan,buatlah dengan rela hati
Takkan ku bertanya lagi...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...its bleeding now..~~

Song that touches MY HEART

2006-08-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

Indonesian movie; HEART

Scene taken from the film

Nirina Zubir (MTV VJ)

My Heart - Irwansyah and Acha

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If you love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn't reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

(OST - HEART)

I love the song & lyrics (above). Compose fully by Melly Goeslaw.
I've heard the song a few weeks ago & saw the singer sang in SCTV channel.
And now,Ria 89.7 FM,aired it quite often...
Sang by the lead actor & actress that cast in the film...Irwansyah (as Farrel) & Acha (as Luna).
Its from an Indonesian Film; HEART, starring Nirina Zubir(30 Hari Mencari Cinta,Mirror,Belahan Jiwa),Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa(Apa Artinya Cinta?). Its debut was in May,2006. Will try to get the vcd soon...hehehe

This movie will represent Indonesia in Cannes Film Festival 2006, so it shud be a good one

Heart

Cast: Nirina Zubir, Irwansyah, Acha Septriasa, Unique Priscilla, Ari Sihasale

Directed by: Hanny R saputra (Mirror, Virgin)

Premiere: May 11, 2006

TENTANG CINTA DAN HATI

Dalam pergaulan anak muda saat ini, kata "sayang" menjadi sangat populer untuk menggantikan kata "cinta" dalam kehidupan percintaan mereka. Sepertinya kata "cinta" adalah kata yang tidak tepat dan memalukan untuk diucapkan pada kekasih hati kita dan kata "sayang" adalah kata yang lebih tepat dalam hubungan yang pribadi ini.

Fenomena semacam apakah ini? Sehingga kata "cinta" mengalami pendangkalan makna. Apakah ini berkaitan dengan karakter pergaulan anak muda sekarang yang lebih menyukai kebebasan, dan tidak terlalu menyukai komitmen (sifat dari cinta). Fenomena yang menarik untuk dibahas dan dipahami.

Apakah makna cinta sebetulnya? Sifat cinta yang kompleks dan multi dimensi (dari yang sangat fisik, hormonal, emosional hingga spiritual) membuat cinta memang sulit dipahami. Cinta membawa orang memasuki dunia baru yang penuh pesona keindahan, penuh energi, penuh kebahagiaan sekaligus penuh kesembronoan yang mencengangkan banyak orang. Itulah sebabnya sepasang kekasih yang saling terpesona mampu terjaga sepanjang malam untuk menanti matahari terbit, menempuh resiko-resiko yang tidak lazim untuk bertemu, atau mengesampingkan seluruh negara dan kekuasaan dalam memilih hidup bersama kekasih hatinya. Inilah keajaiban cinta, keajaiban yang mengaburkan batasan antara kesehatan mental dan psikopatologi. Jadi cinta tidak hanya mengajak kita memasuki danau hati yang indah penuh kebahagiaan, tetapi cinta juga mengajak kita menyelam ke dasar danau hati yang penuh kesedihan dan kepedihan.

Suasana hati penuh cinta seperti inilah yang menjadi suasana/mood film HEART.

"Keagungan cinta yang menggenang" adalah mood film HEART. Sebuah mood yang menggambarkan betapa indah dan mulianya kekuatan cinta, yang mampu membuat pecinta berdiri tegak menghadapi badai kehidupan cintanya demi kebaikan orang yang dicintainya. Tapi dibalik keindahan tersimpan kesedihan yang tertahan (menggenang), sehingga pantas apabila film HEART dikategorikan sebagai tontonan wajib bagi mereka yang memiliki hati.

KEINDAHAN FILM

Mood adalah kunci keindahan film HEART. Semua konsep dari acting, artistik, tatakamera, kostum, sound dan ilustrasi musik di arahkan untuk pencapaian mood "keagungan cinta yang menggenang".

Konsep visual diciptakan dengan memakai kacamata hati/perasaan orang yang dilanda cinta, sehingga lahirlah gambar-gambar yang romantik, indah, puitik, tapi sekaligus mengandung kesedihan yang tertahan. Disini acting pemain dipadukan dengan landscape yang luas dan agung atau setting-setting rumah yang bernuansa psikologis dan menyatu dengan kekuatan alam. Sementara tata busana memberi warna-warna cantik yang membumi. Dan tatakamera membingkainya dalam sudut-sudut lebar yang agung, atau sudut sempit yang personal sifatnya sehingga ada rasa kesunyian di dalam frame. Sementara kesedihan diciptakan dengan gambar-gambar langit mendung, jalan-jalan yang basah dan kaca-kaca yang berembun. Kehangatan cahaya matahari diganti kabut kelabu menyiratkan kedalaman emosi tokoh-tokohnya.

Konsep sound disamping mewakili suasana realitas, juga menciptakan detail-detail suara yang mewakili suasana hati yang indah sekaligus puitik dalam kesunyian.

Dalam mood cinta yang abstrak ada ruang-ruang ekspresi yang tidak mampu disentuh oleh acting dan visual, maka ilustrasi musik memberi roh pada gambar. Memberi sentuhan ekspresi yang bernada sebagai pengantar penampakan visual. Musik terkadang mewakili kekuatan cinta yang agung. Seagung landscape –landscape yang luas, inilah konsep micro dan macro kosmos. Dimana spirit cinta yang kuat dari hati yang tulus, energinya akan menembus ruang dan waktu, meluas menyusuri gunung-gunung dan lembah-lembah untuk menggetarkan hati orang yang dicintainya. Tapi kadang musik melukiskan kesedihan yang menggenang. Kesedihan di dalam keluasaan landscape yang sunyi atau kesedihan yang sunyi dalam keramaian.

Kedalaman ceritera film HEART disampaikan melalui penggarapan apik sutradara Hanny R. Saputra yang telah menghasilkan 2 film sukses dengan 2 genre berbeda yaitu VIRGIN peraih piala Antemas Festival Film Indonesia 2005 dan MIRROR. Sekarang menggarap genre drama romantik tentang cinta, film HEART ini kembali skenarionya ditulis oleh Armantono. Untuk pencapaian maksimal emosi cinta yang agung dan menggenang scoring/ilustrasi musik-nya dikerjakan oleh pasangan Anto Hoed dan Melly Goeslaw dan direkam dengan melibatkan Orchestra handal di Beijing – oleh Members of China Philharmonic Orchestra dalam tata suara Dolby Stereo. Film HEART dibintangi oleh Nirina Zubir, Irwansyah, Acha Septriasa, Unique Pricilla, Arie Sihasale, Amanda, Ishadi Bagas, Joshua Pandelaki, dan lain-lain.

Sedangkan Novel dan Komik Pop HEART akan terbit setelah beredarnya film ini. Film ini ikut serta dalam ajang Cannes Film Festival 2006, karena disamping memiliki unsur teknis yang perfect hasil garapan sineas pilihan Tanah Air, film HEART juga berbicara tentang hati sebagai pemahaman cinta universal yang komunikatif dalam idiom keindahan remaja. Film HEART memang dibuat untuk siapa saja yang pernah dan akan jatuh cinta.

SOUNDTRACK

Ada beberapa keistimewaan yang berkaitan dengan album soundtrack HEART. Penggarapan album soundtrack film ini sepenuhnya dipercayakan kepada Anto Hoed dan Melly Goeslaw. Tingkat keseriusan pembuatan album juga terlihat dari pengisian instrumen iringan China Philharmonic Orchestra yang direkam di Oasis Studio Beijing, sehingga lagu-lagu yang mengiringi berbagai adegan menjadi lebih hidup.

Sebagian besar lagu dari soundtrack HEART dinyanyikan oleh pemain utama pemeran film, Acha dan Irwansyah, dimana mereka masing-masing menyanyikan dua buah lagu. Acha menyanyikan lagu “Sampai Ku Menutup Mata” dan “Berdua Lebih Baik”, sedangkan Irwansyah menyanyikan lagu “Pecinta Wanita” dan “Perempuanku”. Selain itu Nirina Zubir juga menyanyikan sebuah lagu yang berjudul “Hari Ini, Esok, dan Seterusnya (HES)”. Semua lagu dalam lagu ini mempunyai nafas yang sama, bercerita tentang Cinta. Simak lagu “Kehilangan” yang dinyanyikan oleh Christina dan “Menghitung Hari” lagu lama Krisdayanti yang dinyanyikan kembali oleh Anda Bunga dengan lirik dan aransemen baru.

Yang lebih istimewa lagi, Acha dan Irwansyah dipercaya untuk menyanyikan secara duet lagu “My Heart”, yang terpilih sebagai lagu andalan. Keterlibatan mereka sebagai pemeran utama dalam film membuat mereka lebih mendalami dan menjiwai lagu ini. Selain itu dapat dijumpai “My Heart” versi instrumen, minimalis hanya dengan gitar akustik, terasa lebih menghanyutkan.

Film HEART akan beredar pada tanggal 11 Mei 2006 di seluruh bioskop utama di Tanah Air.

- taken from an Indonesia Movie Website

Synopsis

"Heart" dibuka dengan adegan masa kecil dua sahabat, Farrel (Irwansyah) dan Rachel (Nirina). Di usia menjelang dewasa Farrel jatuh cinta kepada seorang gadis yang bernama Luna (Acha Septriasa). Rachel yang berpenampilan sedikit maskulin diam-diam cemburu. Perlahan, ia mencoba untuk bersikap feminin dengan harapan sang arjuna mau berpaling kepadanya. Akhirnya ia berubah pikiran, ia tetap mendukung sang cowok untuk beroleh impiannya.

Nak tau aper kisah selanjutnya,dpt kan vcd film HEART. Eh!! tapi me pun blum tgk cerita ni...
I've only heard the soundtrack...But already "fall in luv"...hahahaha

Oklah..i've think dat i am too carried away wif the movie & songs....

Gtg now..will "bitch" again tomorrow, insyaALLAH!!

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie HEARTS her fiance~~

1st Anniversary & SI Results...

2006-08-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY !!!

ytc & bLaCkr0sE - 2408

HADY RAWKZ !!!

Dis guy is SAFE!!!! Yabadabadoooooooooo!!!!
I'm loving it !! Eh sounds like Mc Donald ar..hahaha
I l0ikkkeee !!!!

S0 hepi coz i noe,you noe & EVERYBODY noe dat he can sing....
He got the talent & its "ANUGERAH" from ALLAH...
Alhamdulilah.....

ok Hady do ur best again for next week....hey R&B songs lah.
YOU CAN DO IT !!!
Alamak mcm dah ader bau-bau ar saper no. 1 Idol..hehehe

As for Nurul,i've got no comment. Wat i can say is dat her singing in BAHASA was so slang & i think dat was not right at all........Sometimes her pitching was not right.
And her singing in all genre was so-so....
Hey pls...i've learnt all dis in my vocal class last time u noe....hehehe

And lastly, i think SINGAPOREAN votes wisely now...Keep up,huh !!!!!

P/S: hope dat "monkey" to be out in SI...soon i hope....Even dat "3hill" family ar...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...will always luvs my DARLING AWIE...~~

Hady...My Singapore Idol...

2006-08-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hady was awesome with Sheila Majid's Lagenda...
Proud of him....

Everybody was touched when his mum cried...
Me too...hehehe

Hope he can make it AGAIN !!!

P/S: 2408 - CONGRATS to my sis,bLaCkr0sE & her bf,ytc for their 1st yr anniversary.... ;p

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...will always luvs u..~~

Hari Persandingan Amy & Shida

2006-08-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

The karaoke singers....

Awie...

Eja...

Alin...

Nani...

Liz...

Yesterday's blog i've put up the pengantin's pix...today i put up the "karaoke singers". Hai !!! So "kecorable"...Actually there's alot of singers....but those pix above is the "kecorable" ones...

Wanna view all the pix of the events, visit my http://ejaleeza.fotopages.com/

Aniwei,ytd got some "drama"...but i dont wanna elaborate here...Cuma satu je aku nak jelaskan...Aku bukan org pendendam...dah lama aku maafkan kau & keluarga kau...Satu je yg aku pinta...jgn ganggu keluargaku & hidup aku...Aku masih hormat kau sebagai org yg lebih tua dari aku...Untuk berbaik lebih dari itu,sori...Biarlah begini...jumpa setahun sekali...coz aku bukan dapat baca hati kau...ataupun niat kau...Bukan menuduh atau fitnah...tetapi dari criter org2 yg terdekat ngan aku...aku dapat nilaikan watak kau sebenarnya...Lagipun org2 tu sedara kandung kau sendiri, yg kenal hati budi kau...Aku doa agar kau berubah untuk kebaikan diri kau sendiri...Semua manusia dalam dunia ni hipokrit...Termasuk aku...Kerana kita terpaksa...

Oklah juz hope "orang tu" bertaubat kalau betul niatnyer....

Gtg now,dah penat...enjoy all the pix i've upload...

Nak sleep coz nak werk 2moro...

P/S: CT & DK besok nikah...sampai jugak jodoh dia....tak faham ar...

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie...hepi giler ar...~~~

Selamat Pengantin Baru !!!

2006-08-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ikatan Suci Dua Merpati

The Pengantin..Amy & Shida...
Abg Mamat's Family...
Kak Edah's Family...
Kak Sapiah's Family...
Darling & Myself..
The Sepupuz...

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Amy & Shida...
Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat...
Dan cepat2 lah dapat zuriat...
Tambahkan lagi koleksi cucu-cucu Cik Awie awak....hehehehe

Ok actually yg bernikah hari ini adalah anak sedara my Darling...AMY
He is Darling's eldest bro son.
Alhamdulilah...tepat kul 2ptg rombongan pengantin lelaki tiba di rumah pengantin perempuan...
Dengan sekali lafaz saje,mereka sah menjadi suami isteri....
I like the "Kadi"...dont get me wronglah...hehehe
His speech was superb & well said...Everyone can understand easily..

Besok...Amy & Shida akan bersanding...
Will see you 2moro...

the rest of the pix already upload in my fotopages... http://ejaleeza.fotopages.com/
Hepi viewing...

P/S : Babak pertama selesai sudah..Alhamdulilah...berjalan lancar tanpa hati terluka...

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie...hepi for NOW..~~~

Sungguh mengecewakan !!!

2006-08-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah..!!!
Hady will make it to the next round.
Tapi aper yg memeranjatkan ialah Hady,Jonathan & Matilda were on the bottom 3.
And now look..Matilda yg bole nyanyi tu dah terkeluar...
She dont deserve it....
Aper sey dorang???
Orang yg bole nyanyi dorang tak vote... Yg merepek dorang vote... Buang duit sey....
Nanti tak pasal2 Final SI,org yg tak bole nyanyi can make it...
Mcm mana nak setanding ngan Idol around the world??
Tak payah ckp world lah...Indonesia Idol & Malaysia Idol pun SI tak bole tanding..
Coz our singer's voice takde QUALITY...

Harap kalau vote tu..biarlah vote dorang yg bole nyanyi...bukan harapkan popular je...
Lagipun inikan Singing Competition...
Tak reti reti lah meka-meka ni semua :(

P/S : Besides Hady,Jonathan & Matilda that has QUALITY in their singing,
I think i sing better than the "4 losers"...hahahaha. Jgn marah !!!
Hady....you are the best !!! Hey my Darling pun the best...
Darling & Hady..RAWKZ!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie...hates those stupid voters...~~~

Jgn sembarang je bila cakap....

2006-08-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Aper yg dilafaz adalah satu doa...
Renungkanlah....

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie..i am hurt NOW...~~~

Berubah untuk kebaikan....Bukan untuk seseorang

2006-08-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

Jangan berubah untuk seseorang....
Berubahlah untuk diri sendiri...
Berubah untuk kebaikan bukan kejahatan...
Biarlah ia lebih ikhlas & jujur...
Janganlah berbohong kepada diri sendiri...
Kerana ia akan membuat kita menyesal kemudian hari...
Dan seseorang tu harus menerima kita seadanya....
Walaupun ada kecacatan pada diri kita...

ALLAH maha mengetahui....

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie...will always hurt for a minor setback...~~~

Sabar je lah ye...

2006-08-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

I wish i can ask HER watz her problem...
And tell HER off...tell HER, kita TAK heranlah...
Sabar jelah aku...
Memandangkan dia lebih tua...
and my parents tak galakkan anak2 kurang ajar ngan yg tua,
aku relax je one corner tapi jgn pijak "wire" aku sudah....
Kira masih selamatlah...hahaha

Sometimes i can be brave & daring...
But at times i can be very2 sensitive...***sigh***

Until dis weekend ends,i will be very hepi....
Why?? DOnt ask me why....we'll just wait & see...

Will try to update everyday...tgk mood mah...hehehehe

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurtbaybie...aku terasa aper yg dirasa...~~~

Updates...

2006-08-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

NDP 2006 was fun...
i dont noe abt others but personally i was very sad.
why??
becoz it is the last time held in National Stadium.
The stadium had alot of memories for me...
I grew up watching soccer there...
I just hope they dont change the name....

ok enuff of dat... if you peeps wanna see the pix...just go to my fotopages....

Now,this voting system to choose a winner is really sucks...
Vote more for somebody who cant sing...but less for a talented one...
Is it fair??
Ya rite,its regarding Singapore Idol....
I personally thinks dat Rahimah dont deserve to be out from the competition....
I am not bias....
For me,the potential ones(among the 8 left) are Hady,Matilda,Jonathan & Rahimah...
This is judging base on their singing (sia-sia ar belajar vocal....tak belajar vocal pun masih paham pasal nyanyi lah...)
But Singaporeans who vote will only vote for their friends...or maybe..handsome/pretty...
or very friendly...ok maybe all dat counted but wat abt their vocal????
Isn't it as important as other qualities??? Coz it is a singing competition afterall...
It is so shameful coz winners from Indonesia & Malaysia Idols sang better than Singapore Idols.
With the quality we have now,they cant go far....
Well now, left 7 ... we'll see how far the people who cant sing can "tahan"....
I have only Hady to be proud of (Melayu/Islam pe...saper lagi nak sokong..)
Hopefully he can be the next Taufiq...

ok have to stop here....
nak rest..besok friday...yAAAHHHHooooooooo!!! last day werk...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...can sing better than some of the idols....hahaha~~

Congratulations !!!

2006-08-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to my cuzin, Yati or better known as Red Herring.
She gave birth to a baby boy today,8th August 2006.
Hahaha...very familiar ar the date ***me with my wicked smile***
Aaarrgghh !! nvm,as long as "perangai" lain den its ok huh....
Aniwei,get the news from Uchu's blog. Even my parents blum tau...
Hope Yati is doing fine & wait for her to text me.
Wah !! another anak sedara born...Hari Raya makin meriahlah duit aku keluar..hahaha
Joking onlylah..InsyaALLAH rezeki ader,dapatlah bagi zakat...
Bila aku punya turn pulak nak collect eh??
No not me yg collect lah...wat i mean is bila aku nak ader anak & dpt collection...
InsyaALLAH lah ye...akan tiba masanya nanti...

Hey Uchu...Yat sakit?? Abg Awie pun...
Me baru baik sakit after 2 hari mc...
Hai...musimlah ye.....
Juat take care of ourself nowadays & drink alot of water sampai perut kembung...hahahaha

ok gtg..nak sleep....tomorrow nak nengok NDP....

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...cry no more~~

I've been tagged by Liyi

2006-08-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by Liyi.

FAVOURITES
color : yellow,black,blue
food : ban mien
song : unfaithful by rihanna
movie : Fast & Furious (since season 1 till now)
sport : soccer (love to watch)
day of the week : Friday
season : singapore meh where got season...hahahaha
ice-cream : chocolate chips

CURRENT
mood : boring...
taste : what eh?? dunnolah
clothes : quarter pants & t-shirts
desktop : my own pix (comp @ werk), man u logo (comp @ home)
time : 12.25 pm
surrounding : dining hall (my house of course!!)
annoyance : so far none...but dont u dare try to annoy me...

FIRSTS
bestfriend : in my secondary school days
crush : primary school (so gatal kan)
movie : forgot abt it...
lie : OMG...forgotlah..maybe so many lies..hahaha
music : all the nursery rhymes & MAT YOYO songs...(biasalah budak Mat Yoyo)

LASTS
cigarette : none....at the moment coz i'm sick
drink : hot lipton tea
ride : in a taxi back from the clinic
movie : SUPERMAN RETURNS
call : my bro telling him i've got 2 days mc
cd : Transkripsi - Siti Nurhaliza (months ago)

HAVE U EVER
dated one of your bestfriends : not really dated but went out wif them..
been arrested : nope...
skinny-dipped : nope...
been on tv : yeap...so many times...countless
kissed someone you dont know : nope...stupid dey

4 THINGS U DID TODAY
1. bath
2. breakfast
3. went to clinic
4. update my blog/check emails

SOUNDS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
sound from my tv...

THE CHOSEN 5 TO DO THIS
I wont ask anyone to do it..coz i think some of u are bz & some ever did it

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...hurt by someone..~~

Anniversaries.........

2006-08-04T09:50:00.000+08:00

2nd August 2006, marked my 10 mth engagement anniversary wif Darling....
3rd August 2006, my 1 yr 2mths anniversary (since the first time we met)

I know its kind of short period of knowing each other but after going through alots of ups & downs in my past relationships, its abt time for me to settle down & think of my future.

GOD sent him(Darling) for me.
Pertemuan kami adalah kerana ketentuan ALLAH...
bukan kerana orang lain (ingat tu...tak payah riak.....)

I'm hepi wif him & luv him deeply....
Although sometimes i dont understand why we quarrel, but i think,in any relationship,not only good moments we share but there are time that we had a bad days.
Normal lah,i cant control my tears..coz i am not strong..i am WEAK. Admit that.
I will try to give & take. Change my bad attitude. Listen to Darling coz he's my future hubby-to-be. Not the other way round...(eeeeee...tak malu takut bini....hahaha)

But overall, i am hepi & 'bersyukur' atas segalanya....
I've got my parents...very understanding & supportive....
I've got my bro & younger sis....gereknyer kaki...
I've got my fiance...luv me for wat i am..and we've got the same interests...
I've got ALL my beloved friends...who understands wat i'm going through...
I've got my job(alhamdulilah...syukur) for me to help my family & hooray2 every mth...
I've got ALLAH...sentiasa melindungi...
So..wat more i want??? Enough for me....I never ask for more...
I just want peaceful life which finally been given to me eversince THAT incident.
And i want to be a good person...although not the best among all....

Syukran..syukran...with wat was given to me...

p/s: Aku sentisa berdoa agar...Izz & Liyi,Ainn & Yat...akan kekal jodoh mereka.
Coz i can 'CLICK' wif them...Walaupun i know it will takes times for them to settle down...
Tapi kalau jodoh tak ke mana....
Pertemuan & Perpisahan ditangan TUHAN....the rest is up to us...
Luv u all.......

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie..getting emo...nowadays..~~

Gambar 1976...

2006-08-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

Here's my promise.....
I dig & dig & dig...and finally, i found it...
Actually no need to dig...it is nicely paste in an album...

Not bad ar... ;p

Amboi...bukan main lagi......

Actually,both pengantins (Mama Papa & Umi daddy) wore the same colour for bersanding..

Green for life... hahaha

What colour shld i wear ya..???

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt?? abit only lah....~~~

Gambar kenangan Papa & Mama

2006-07-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

Umi kemas2 store,tgk2 album lama2,ternampak gambar Papa & Mama...
Gambar time bersanding pulak tu...so lawa....hehehe
Nak dapatkan umi & daddynyer pix & upload kat sini...
Hehehehe

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt..but wat to do...~~~

Tgh bingit atau stress???

2006-07-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

Kalau aku bungit atau stress...vidz budak ni yg aku tatap.
Dari dia kecik sampai skarang..so cute...
Hilang segala problem aku....

-AWIEJA-

~~~baby hurts...back to normal...~~~

Mulut aku rabak ar..diam pun cantiklah!!!

2006-07-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

Mulut aku rabak ar..diam pun cantiklah!!!

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt again..till when???~~~

Tagged by Uchu

2006-07-12T08:51:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged. (thanks to uchu...)

Favourite
Colour : yellow,blue,black
Song : hips dont lie - shakira
Movie : x-men...the last stand
Sport : soccer..(luv to watchlah)
Season : where are we??? tak pernah rasa pun...
Day of the week : friday lah of course ..last day of my "penyeksaan" hahaha
Ice cream flavour : vanilla & chocolate

Current
Mood : hepi coz dah dpt "sayur"..hahaha & aniwei, abg saidi wants to treat me Arnold's chicken
Addiction : music,singing,
Crave : Kenny Roger's chicken
Thought : Finish off my invoices
Surrounding : office...nak buat kat umah semalam tak sempat...
Loathe : "kepala angin" (headwind) tak pasal2 mood mcm **toot*
Need : $$$ of course..alot of stuff nak beli...

First
Love : real love..of course my Darling. Yg lain is "cinta monyet"
Memory : good times wif Darling
Failure : first time PSLE..pri 6,den have to repeat p6 lor..
Death thought : when i found out the one i luv bastard me..but all in the past
Loathe : those who makes others life difficult
Underwear : any colours wif cartoon's pix
School : leng kee pap @ queestown

Last
Last time i visited the toilet : dis morning before set off to work
Last shaved : last week..hehehe
Last watched TV : ytd nite
Last lie : cant remember tapi bohong sunat
Last charity : two weeks ago
Last hope given to you : few years back but all was craps...
Last dream that i had : cant remember..

Have you ever
Have you ever seen a man been slaughtered : emails & movie
Have you ever seen a rat being rundown by a car : not yet..but dont wanna see
Have you ever think that i can't live w/o love : yes..when i found my true love
Have you ever think that your fart smells : everybody's fart smell...no matter who you are
Have you ever think that one day your dream will come true : nah...
Have you ever fell down from a bike : nope...
Have you ever tasted insect cocktail : eeeeiiikkksss !!

Do you
Do you love to fart or being farted at : none...but being farted at is nothing new
Do you think you have a bright future : am oredi 29 so my future is after marriage...
Do you lie your way often : sometimes but not all the times
Do you hate yourself sometimes : yap...whenever my "big" mouth hurts the peepz i love
Do you think that you are fat : i am...i admit...but there are others who are fatter den me...
Do you think your friends are true friends : all the same

Regret
Regret being the first child : sometimes i think so...coz me not a good sis to the younger ones
Regret knowing that someone special : not at all..BERSYUKUR KPD ALLAH !!!
Regret buying contact lenses : no...will buy again,another colour dis mth end..
Regret going to Poly : Poly Clinic eh??? hehehe
Regret being hurt before by guys : nope...balasan TUHAN..i hurt guys too much...last timelah
Regret in working : nooooooo....at least ader $$$ every mths & can go shopping

im tagging
- nhidayah
- Bitz
- adeq ani
- liyi
- cuzin yati

-AWIEJA-

~~hurt baybie...dont mind getting hurt...~~

Forza Italia...WorldCup Champion 2006

2006-07-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

No football ytd coz its still raining cats & dogs when we reached Marine Parade.
So after eat "chapati" Achik took a cab home.
Me,Darling & Samad went to East Coast Recreational Park & play billiard.
Me playing billiard??? No lah... I only count the "in" ball.
Darling won alot of times. Samad won only one time.
Hehehe...
I finished up my "Aura Cinta" book while they played their game.

Around 10.30pm,we headed back home.
After Samad boarded his bus,me & Darling decided to buy something @ 7-Eleven,Marine Terrace.
When we went into the shop, there's this suspicious looking guy standing infront of the "big gulp" machine...While Darling & me walking to & fro, this guy is busy "sealing" some chips in his pants.
So,my sixth sense was right. He is a bad guy. After paying for our stuff, me & Darling decided to walk out when suddenly he was caught for not paying for the small big gulp he took...
So Darling told me dat the guy is "high"...& not surprise at all coz dat 7-eleven is always having criminal cases...And wat worst,our MALAYS is always the wanted people...***sigh***

Ok den...i reached home @ 11.05pm,washed up & check emails. After dat i slept & woke up @ 2.30am. I missed the first half of the game...Italy vs France. Its already 1-1.
So watch the match until 90minutes,extra time & den the penalty shoot out....
So....Italy won 5-3 to France...Thanks Italy for pinning down the arrogant France....
Hahahaha...waiting for it....
Wats wrong wif Zidane?? No brain,man!!!

Hahaha..wat important now is...France lost the game..hehehehe

ok today back to werk & for heaven sake alot of WERK.....

Will continue again soon...

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt baybie...am i hurt again....???~~~

Migraine on every weekend........

2006-07-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

These few months,i've got no "happening" weekends anymore....
Why???
Dunno leh...i cant answer dat....
I missed my friends...
Not dat Darling disallowed me to go out & mixed with my friends.
But it seems dat all my friends had their own agenda.
My parents,busy wif JB/KL stuff.
Car was full loaded till there's no space for me.
So,my weekends was real sucking bored.
And every weekend i had dis terrible migraine.
Maybe i was locked all day @ home.

I NEED A FRESH AIR...HELP ME !!!!!!!!!

Even if i got $$$,i dont wanna go out alone & make a fool of myself as people will looked at me as though i wore my clothes upside down or i am the fattest creature on earth.
Hey,dont laugh at me coz i admit i am FAT...
(dah biasalah ngan org2 yg suka menghina..mcmlah takde org lagi GEMUK dari aku..ceh)

I just hope Darling will have time on next weekend to move some of the stuff here to Pak Mok's place.

Today,as per normal, i am "allow" to follow Darling & br0 to Marine Parade for their football session there. At least i go out,rite?? But before dat, i have to iron my clothes for werk tomorrow so tonite i dont have to rush home...

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt baybie..will always hurt...~~~

Congrats 2 My Cuzin,Arwin!!!

2006-07-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

Congrats ya br0 for passing your test...
Just be careful if u are riding one...

Uchu,dont worry!! U can have wat u want...
Juz go for it...we'll support u...

Ppsssttt !!! Will register mine soon....how?? Wanna join??

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt baybie...forever hurt...~~~

Wat a day!!!

2006-07-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Ytd,i cant sleep. Coz i felt terrible warm...even my the fan in my room did not satisfied my needs.
My aircon?? gone case...it makes alot of noise & need to call for general services. When??
Dunnolah..c how...
But @3am,woke up for the "damn not-supposed-to-win match". Wat elselah...Portugal vs France. I saw the sky was red & i felt hepi coz its supposed to rain..i assumelah...
But it did not till 7.30am in the morning...The sky turned dark & once i hoped on my daddy's bike,it rained. Of course i wore the raincoat but i am still wet from head to toe.....

Wat a WET DAY !!!!

So Italy meeting France for final....
Well,actually for me,world cup has ended. Since Brazil lost to dat "damn group", i am not interested..but still i dont wanna them to win the CUP dis year...hehehe

ok will blog again soon..now gonna relief people upstairs for lunch...1 hour only..
When will it end??? i think soon..in August...i really hope for the time to come...

-AWIEJA-

~~~hurt baybie...will always hurt....~~~

What the F**K !!!

2006-07-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Watch the Mega Perdana on Suria just now???
At first me berkobar nak tgk but after dat,me tukar channel.
No comment & i dont want to elaborate more on dat...
Just not worth my time watching...

So just now, i had Canadian Pizza for lunch...
Boss gue belanja...once in a blue moon thingy..so everyone kenyang & hepi sampai malas nak werk... Instead of doing my invoices & updating my jobtickets,i help abg Saidi to do printing coz if i sat infront of the computer @ werk after lunch just now,i surely 101.99% i fell asleep.

Yap..i am not hepi wif one of the abgz2 @ werk. Di lamun cinta like nobody business & effected his job. HHHAAAALLLLOOO !!! Me oso in lurp taklah macam dia...OVER !!!
Padahal,padahal...dah ader satu nak dua...Ya Allah !! Jauhkanlah perangai tu dari Darling. Hidup aku tak akan aman. Memang digalakkan..tapi mesti mau ader cara pe...
Cara kau dah songsang...
Besok dia takde..aman sikit...

Eh dengar2 Boss pun takde besok..on leave...SYIOKKKNYERR !!!
Takdelah dengar his irritating voice calling me...JJJJAAAAA !!!
HAhaha..Achik pandai imitate him...

ok dats all for now...will blog again tomorrow..InsyaALLAH !!!
Nak sleep & if can wake up 3am watch the World Cup Semi...GERMANY vs ITALY...
Of Course nak Italy win but its Germany home ground dats the advantage...
Hahahaha nvm...just wait for the result...

-AWIEJA-

~~hurtbaybie...will always get hurt..~~~

Nothing to say !!!!

2006-07-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Nothing to talk abt...
Nak tau saper menang..
Saksikan Mega Perdana VII 2006 di Suria,Selasa,4th July,8.30mlm.
Hahaha bukan promosi..tapi nak tau result dikir tu...tgk ar sendiri eh..

Memang me fed up Brazil dah balik kampung tetapi..akan tetap ku support BRAZIL.
I just hope Portugal will "kill" France in the Semi-Finals....
Muka budak2 France semuanya sombong2...
Dahlah ramai botak...hahahaha

Ok ... manage to catch the movie dat i loike since young...
"SUPERMAN RETURNS"
Watch wif Darling,Uchu & bf...
Love the story walaupun sedikit lembab...
I loike to look at the small boy..yg ader asthma tu....hehehe samalah kita.
Tapi dia kuat...tak caya tgk ar...

Yesterday,genap 9mth our pertunangan...
Sekejap sey..pejam celik...pejam celik..dah 9 bulan...tapi kita tak so into celebration...
Not yetlah...perjalanan lagi jauh...InsyaALLAH tahun depan celebratelah sampai tonggang terbalik..hehehe..

Tapi semalam gi Marine Parade ngan Darling & Bro. They played football wif Darling's friends.
After dat,bro went back. Darling,myself,Samad,Usop & Zul lepak kat "batu biru" & chat2.
They are bunch of fun guys....
Will meet u all again soon....

ok dats all for now..me now gonna watch tv....
Will blog again soon

***bAby d0LL's w0RLd***

Salam Lebaran 2007

Letting It Out

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK - SELAMAT BERPUASA !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR HUBBY!!!

2nd time viewing....

Miss Him !!!

Rumahku Syurgaku

The Results

Looks-alike??

Enoughlah....stop making story,can???

A boring update...

Mother's Day?? NO celebration...

Farewell,Movie & Opinion....mix rojak!!!

Happy Labour Day

Friend...why??

Rahsia...Secrets....I hate dat !!!

I'm back....

Kawan jenis aper dia tu...???

Tatoo Artcle taken from AM..

A new phone for PENGANTIN...

No Words Can Describe...

Cute baby...Nur Zulaikha

A very "basi" update...

Ular kepala 2....rabak siak!!

Its 0ver !!!

Weak Saturday

Those were the days...

"COACH" plsssssss!!!!

Sensitive in me!!!

My Confession.... :-(

Congrats Singapore Team!!!

Trust is my 0nly PROBLEM !!!

Hepi 31st Anniversary to Umi & Daddy !!!!

Dektu!!!!

Welcome 2007 !!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha & Selamat Tahun Baru 2007

2 mths more...

Busy,Crazy

Think & Think...again & again

Wish him all the best !!!

"LIFE"

"Rojak" updates!!!

AGAIN

Hates & Loves

"spoilt brats"

What Happen??

Reality

Precious Moment - 1st Syawal 1427H

1st Syawal 1427H - 24th Oct 2006

Ucapan Salam Lebaran

Weekends updates

Darling's new hp...

Break-fast with Achik & Abg Indz @ Delifrance

Very bad haze = PSI 150

New Hp !!!

HELLO from someone special

Our 1 year engagement Anniversary

Another award for Hady Mirza

Heck care wat i feel....

Hady Mirza is our Singapore Idol...

FROM MY POINT OF VIEW ONLY....

HIKMAH

AWIEJA Slide Show! Check it out!

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan....

Already confirmed !!!

c0nGraTs hADy !!! aLL tHe bEsT iN tHe gRaND fiNaLs... ;p

Heard the judges comments??

Happy Birthday !!!

I knew it !!!!

0ne of Darling's Favourite song....

What a weekends !!!

Happy Teacher's Day !!!

You did it again,br0 !!!

Lu memang bestlah,br0 !!!

Dont bother, i'm ok!!!

Song that touches MY HEART

1st Anniversary & SI Results...

Hady...My Singapore Idol...

Hari Persandingan Amy & Shida

bAby d0LL's w0RLd